A quick post for today,cause i'm friggin' tired& i still have work tml.
Monday-
Went out with wanfong&conn.It's the day i got my extension,iloveit!

Tues-Gotten my results,&pooled during the night with girlf's.
Wed-K-lunched with girf's,then roaming around amkcentral&dinnered with my family.

Thurs-Shopping sprees with germaine,got her hairextension as well.
Bought myself soooo many tops?&Brooklyn Rock 2@dxo that night.

Fri-Schoo-ed to hand in the form,then to town.Got mum&dad a prefume which cost me$188.
Money is something i can earn,but mum&dad i only have one&only.=)

Sat-which is today,worked the whole morning&afternoon,then bought conn gifts.
Met her @town,exchange our gifts then roaming around town&back to central for pool.
&monkey came over to surprise me with so many things,can i say i love him so muchh!!
As a friend,bodoh!
Photo's will be uploaded some other days.
I ought to find a day & upload all the pic's in my phone.=D

Hey,people! I've pass,damn fucking high la okay!
Though it's just 10points,but "hey,i make it!".
& you know what,the top scorer for n'lvl comes from my class liping.
Ohmans,the schoo should be so proud especially her parents!
When they first said 5people from my class couldnt make it,
i thought i was one of the five.
But hey everyone,I'VE PASS!
Scream&yell on the phone with my mum.
She's also happy for me,both of us were laughing on the phone.
&congrats to my girlf's.
All of them can make it,except for you know..
"Even if we go separate ways,we're still girlf's forever!"
will higher nitec a better choice or,sec5?
I swear i will study very hard,that's what i promise!

Been keeping myself occupied so that i wouldn't think so much.
but now,sitting all alone in my room.
Everything comes back into my mind.
So what if i'm not used to it?
It's already the fact that you're outta of my life.
I'm not using dying or smoking to make you mine.
Its just something i feel like doing,not for the sake of you.
I may used to say i smoke&thought of sucide becuase of you.
But that was last time,it's no longer the case.




&i've stop my job.
Say me jobless,say me free &easy life.
But by then i'll be BROKE,damn broke.
Spending almost at least $5obucks everyday,max i can go is $2oo.
So imagine how am i gonna live for the next few months.
Three quarter of my pay is gone.
& it was just tues i got it,damnit!
I so miss everyone @my workplace.
Those malay boyfriend's i've made,those auntys&uncles& the shops around there.
Ohya,did i mention that i almost create an explosion @suntec?Haha
Somekids drop smething under my pushcart,& when i wanted to pick it up.
There's smoke coming out from underneath the cart.
When i look @other carts,all of them BlACKOUT.
& thank goodness i was on the phone,so called "NOT ALONE"
was so afriad & even thought of taking my bag & run.
MUAHAHAAHAHAAA!Too over reacting?But there's really what happen!
Told the beside lady,& she told the maintence people.
& the maintance people are the malay boyfriend's i've made.
&with their help,all carts lights are back!
Tadah,credit goes to them.=)
Beside dee's&friend,i have very less malay friends la.
& i used to have a malay boyfriend,you belive it?HAHA!

I so wanna extend my hair/perm my hair!
Just another 2more days?

Ahhh,fuck!Results will be out on 18dec@2pm.
Although i know chances of me going up next year are v low,
but i reallyreally don't wish to go ite.
I don't wish to be in that life.
If i go ite,then i should have go n/t from the start of sec scho life.
Isn't that makes sense?
I'm getting to feel the pressure la.
I told many people,that maybe after 19dec you might not see me.
Haha.Perhaps?If i can't take the pressure i might just end my life?
I know it's rather stupid la,but you won't know rights?

Sales for today(fri) was damn good!
$8ooplus okay!Don't playplay uhs.Haha
which means $7per hr for the whole today?
Many fuckup customers today,arghh!
Bus-ed to bishan then to pasamalam MYSELF!!
Then cab to amk to get my sis xmas gift then,
pooled with conn.=)
Tml will be my so called last day of work?
So pray hard sales won't be that bad la.=)
Goodnights everyone.
1omore precious days to CHRISTMAS=)
& fucking 3more days to result.=(

That day@phuture.=)
-Caught "HITMAN" he's so handsome,ohgoodnessss!I'm in love with him.
-Flipflops.
-Pumps.
-Eyeliner agn!
-Had a good feast.
-Shopping myself around marinasquare.
Ohmy,everywhere is having sales.
Really need to take a good time to shop around shopping centres.=D

Fucking6moredays&results!DAMNIT
-Caught the TATTOOIST,totally awesome alright!
-Bought my beloved bag that i've been longing for it!
-Bought xmas presents for kokster,monkey&blablaa's.
-Treat my sis almost $30worth of foods&movie tickets.
-2tops!=)
-Cutt-ed my damn middle finger,(i can't ,_/_, ! lols)
-Met my girlf's & those freakco's.
-More makeup's.
&& there are still manymany things waiting for me to do.
Break from almsot the whole of next week till next year,so DATE ME OUT!

"All i want for christmas is my 2FRONT TEETH,rofl-y"

Sat,worked till 6plus.
Rush down to amk @ anna's place.
Then went over to central for sumohouse including est.
xt came,pooled 1 pathetic round which cost $1.3o,lol!
& again rushed back to cityhall.

Actually didn't plan to go,
cause gwen couldn't make it,
& monkey getting mad about me for clubbing stuff,as usual.
End up gwen said she can,& after quarreling with him.
& finally he let me go.

I already said once,i won't let anyone affect my nightlife.
Even i've a bf,clubbing is will still be part of my life.

















































So,Kisskiss@dxo last night.
The night was sooo hot,SEXYAYYYYYYY.
At least ytd's dj was much more better then the plush on 27th.
After partying,i left the girls first.
Car-ed over to jalan kayu for PRATA's.
Homed around 5am?
&today went over to get my things from anna
then to wf house to tranfer songs into my psp.
Ta pau food over to her house.
Eat& watch teevee on the same time.=)
Left her house @ about 10plus.
Gonna sleep soooon,after hanging up the phone with monkey.
if not i won't be able to wake up on time for my work.

Drop my i/c @ orchard mrt,thank god ian saw & pick it up.
This time,i drop it @ amkhub,&again found it at minitoons.
I feel so lucky,i swear i will learn my lesson!
Some photos to showoff.=x

What i've been doing for the past few days,
-27oct@plush with conn,kaizhow,aaron,jianan,ian,qinhan,daniel& thats all?
-Fishing with dee& companys.
-Working!
-Baby'don bday cele.
-Family outings.
-Met my girlf's.=)
-Last min idea to phuture ytd,with gwen&almost the same guys @plush mention.

stab me with the painful truth rather than induldge me in your sweetest lies
Seems like me&her is soooooo the same.
So goes to shows,i'm only a spare tyre?
haha,that's so funny.
So,let's just sayGOODBYE,my friend


Another event coming up,
7dec@redbar,only 300pax.
8dec@dxo.
20dec,major event@dxo.
Text me if you need ticx or details.=)

Happy 22years anniversary,MUM&DAD!
Mum,dad,me,sis&bf went to one degree fifteen club for a night stay.

Fcuking basturd,you ball-less creature!
You're the fcuking worst guy i ever came across in my life.
See this & i know you'll come after me.
So what the hell you waiting,come on mans.I'm here waiting......
Is this how you want me to treat you.
If you don't want things to turn out this way,
then change your fcuking attitude.
A guy with sucha attitude makes you sooo gay okay.
&& in the begining i never ever force you anything.
so you can jolly well scram,SCRAM!~


DAYKS.

I want that GUESS wallet w diamonds!!!
$2oo-$4ooplus if i not wrong?
Getting that for myself as xmas gift?haha
Talk about it again when payday comes.=D
& i doubt i bear too.
I'm in cloud9!~
But i shan't say out what it is,not to be tooo happy yet.
Just,i simply LOVE DIGGEEEEYYYY.<3
You got me sooooo happpppy.

Me,pearline&debbie.
End up going plush with debbie&girls.
So boring in the begining but went mad @ the dance floor.
That basturd made me almost tears out ytd.
What can i do,expect me to treat as nothing had happen at all?
Pretending that i'm blind or deaf?
Finally,my BLOCK SG talked to me!
Had afew conversation with me,he's just staying above me!haha.
Sound so naive la.

Had a dream last night.
A dream that seems so wonderful,which will never ever happen.
Both of them appears in the same dream.

Maybe i've really kept alot of thing to myself.
Not even friends now,should i put in this way?
Changing myself can really change my heart too?
You once have a deal with me,will it really happen?
Guess you might have also forgotten.
Wish to close down my friendster,msn & blog.
But without these,i will lose many of my friends.
Is it worth it,i sometimes wonder.

No mood to blog these days,
& find it's rather meaningless sometimes.
Damn fed up,I'm really fed up.
I lost alot of things within a day.
Fucking hate last min fly kite,KNN!

I'll understand you somedays,perhaps.
So please,don't get drunk anymore.MyBELOVED one

I've a PRETTY WIFEY.

So much to blog?Shall start from sun.
Home the whole day then went to visit granny around noon.
Bak kut teh for dinner,most popular @ balastier.

Monday,worked the whole day.
Gosh,i went for the wrong shift so dum of me la.
Hahaaaaaa,at least got $$ take.

As for tuesday,which is hours ago?
Work for that few hours,then went to meet wf for lunch.
Shoppings with conn & sy,while wf went for her work.
Cuppage for pool,after work wf came along.
Things i bought,makeups,belt&necklaces.
Seems so little things but spend almost a hundred today?
Then 9plus,headed to attica.
Wf,Xq,Nad,XS& Gwen.
As usual met many people,
somethings crop up got jeffer to get it settle for me.=DD
2plus,music went off & light turned on.
Fcuk,the number of people over the limit,so party stop.
Damn it,paid $13 for 3hours of dance,wtf okay!
Ben & gosh came,critisize me infront of their friends,Grrr!
Ask me to go drinking with them,obviously NO RIGHTS.
Ian keep blaming me for making him can't "hook" any girls.
Cause i ask him to help me make my way thru at the dance floor,haha!=xx
This is what friends are for ma,right?
Slacked outside 1night stand awhile then cabbed down to prata house.
Then cabbed back home,aww fcuking tired.

So sick la,serious cough,flu&headache.
Might have lung cancer?Haha,who knows it really happen.
So what does this means?
You're not gonna care anymore?
Or i've cared too much?
Whatever is it,wish you all the best.
I'm not gonna interfer your life anymore.

Free for the weekends again!=DD
Went out with est today,finally manage to tell her the whole story.
We just have so much to say,her love,my love& our lifes!
Blablablaaaaaa,roaming around for her bf's boxers.
& found it at esprit.
There's a hunk working there,really very handsome,right est?
Cine for hongkong cafe,you know how much?
$37& blabla cents,omfg.
Like what est always says,"it's okay we got $$".LOL
Soooooooo many obsence things happened.
Tripped over outside cine,my beads necklance bouncing on the ground outside lucky plaza.
Really damn ps la,was playing with my necklance.
Out of the sudden,everything came off & start falling off my neck.
Everyone around us was starring at us,fcuking embarrass la.
Xt came join us,went to taka M)phosis for her slip-ons.
& fareast for my shoes,it's soooo nice.=D
Cabbed back amk,est headed home while we went for our pool.
Saw cas @ there la,dumshit him to say me grrrr!
Pooled till 12plus & backed home.=DD
Ewwwww,what a tiring yet fun day spent.


Everything changed,picking up old bad habits.
Just because i'm not in the good mood doesn't mean i have to right.
I know,i understand it too.
Just that in my mind,by doing this can make me feel better so why bother?
Life is meaningless anyway?


Guess this is how everything ends.
Don't need to avoid cause i'll be the one to walk out.
Attitudes are regretted,but what can i do?
Can i turn back time,no rights?

Fishing is soooo fun!
I'm starting to love fishing,while fishing chatted alot alot with dee&friends.
They're kinda fun to be with,thou i'm kind of anti-social.=xx
Jokes,stories & retared actions can make you stomach ache.
If only the night can be longer,=CC
I want to go fishing more often,dee say it's a "HEALTHY LIFESTYLE"
What a fat joke la,he forever sooooo crappy.DUHHHHH?!
Sadden we didn't took any pics cause it's rather dark
& dee don' want lent me his phone,afraid i would look at his "NUDE PICS".
hahahahaaaa!Joking la boy,don't freak out okay.=DD
& whenever he gives me that retard look,
i will tell him "stop it,before i fart out!"
Please people,don't laugh to a dead screen,thanks.Hehee
Thanks guys for cheering me this xiaomeimei up,i appreciate it.=DD

Awww,just woke up,but i'm still soooo tired.
Working afternoon shift today,which is 5pm-93opm.
Ytd sales was kinda good?That's what i can say,working for $10per hr.=DDDD
woahwoah,i love public holidays.=DDD
After work,went town for shopping spreess.
It's been long long long time i went with sis for shopping,haha!
Spending up ton&tons of her money,will treat her once my things are settled.=)
Got myself,nail-polish&tops.
Had our dinner at cine,"our lao di fang".
Only me&my sis knows where is it,shhhhhh.
Then around 10plus,bused back to amk for pool.
Her bf came along after that,pooled till 12plus,&HOME!
I just really really can't stand if someone have the same things as me,
if that's the case,all i can say is,
"my dear friend,how much you know me man."
Cause most of my friends know,i love to be unique.
Whatever people won't like,I WILL LIKE.
I don't like to be the same as people,so before you do anything,
JUST GO THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN WHETHER I WILL LIKE IT ANOT,thanks.

I'm getting real sick soon,voice-less,cough&flu.=((

Things have changed,i had knew it earlier.
Everything has come to this end,nothing will go any futher.
&& just bid goodbye.

Off-ed today,so coool!Cause i gotten my pay already,weeeepppy!
Penisular with conn for her skinnies,
bugis for my shopping stuffs & my eyebrow pierced!
Weeee,finally i got it back!
It's not as pain as the first time la,
still i grabbed conn's hand damn hard la,=xxx SORRRY!
Got myself a bag & 2 tops & 2bracelet,
i called it the "amulet" cause it just looks like,haha!
1 for my love life & 1 for good luck,rofl!
$100 just flew aways,gosh!
plus i owed my sis $150 + $80-$90 for the 4gb memory stick.
OMFG,there goes my pay la!=CCC
Headed to amk for POOOL again,xiaotong joined us.
Then to smallS to eat supper& you know what?
I've been seeing Block SHUAI GE everyday?hahahaah
I'm just so crazy over him,guess he also knows that,muahahaaa!
I will start screaming to conn everytime i see him,JUST SO HANDSOME.
May i know what'z hes name??? haha=xxx

I so wish to go plush tml,but so sad,
just nobody wants to go cause damn it,it's a weekday.
& everyone have schooo the next day,omg!Saddden laaaaaa!
But then again,no worrys cause there's another party on 20nov@plush.
It's jefferson's event so i'm selling & to support him,i'm going!!
I don't care,i'm really going even if i'm dead i will still go!=qqq
HELLO EVERYONE,
IF YOU WANT TICX FOR 20NOV@PLUSH,PLEASE GET FROM ME!
CHEAPCHEAP=DD

i just fell like shouting out loud right now.
Thankthanks to wanfong,i really love you sooooo much!
Will get ya some donuts factory as a treat alright,THANKS!
My "zhong sheng da shi"(or whatever it's called,i meant my future) all thanks to you.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

If you see me online when i did said i'm working,don't say i lied.
Cause' i'm using wireless with my psp,
& therefore,i will reply very very slowly on msn.
IT'Z JUST SO HARD TO TYPE LA!gggggrrrrrr.
This 2 afternoons,have been working.TIRED!
Today after work,sorted some things out then went to meet conn.
Chicken cutlet,oooohhhh i miss you!
& as usual,pooled!OUR FAV. HOOOOBBBBY.
&&& ohya,szelee&yinghui happen to passby my shop.
Saw jere & also bennnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyy!!
BENNY,you're getting so handsome & tanned,myBABE!weeets*
Just phone down with my polar bear.
Neeeda give myBABE a call soon,if not i will be called "LIAR".
Even no matter how many HUNKS or BABE i'm on the phone with,
nothing can compares on the phone with my XIN ZHONG REN,understand.

I hope this is the last time i'm say this.
I really miss&like you.

Town-ed today,window shopping with conn,penny&wanfong.
Fareast to heeran then to cine.
Nothing caught my eyes la,end up going to prata house.
Prata time,plaster prata& onions egg prata w teh beng(or whatever it's spelled)& indian rojaks.YUMYUMS!
Was about to go,when conn & girls didn't want to quickly get out of the place,
cause saw SHUAIGE & his bunch of friends.
Omfg la,he saw the obsence side of me,GOSH!!
All blame the girls for not wanting to leave immediately.GRRRR!
Amk,kpool.=DD
With conn or wf around,we never fail to miss our pool sessions.
Haha,so can you imagine how much i've spend on pool ever since?
Pooled till 12plus,wf&conn quickly rush for their last bus.
When am i getting my pay,can someone tell me?
I need,
-4gb memory stick.
-More clothessss!
-eyebrow p.
-Tat.
-More partys && blablabla.

Seems like i'm going clubbing every single week since holiday started?
Am i doing this for the sake of SOMEONE?
Been quarrelling with people these days,especially MY SUAVE & hc.
Quarrelled with them so much recently,everytime no matter how sad i am,
they will be there to stay by my side.
But whenever they're unhappy,i'm not there to be with them.
What kind of sister i am? A very useless one.

&& made up my mind,just let unhappy things end once and for all.
Guess give me some miracles before i leave,14moredays.

Picutres are not according to day.=DD
Last min elin asked me to work full for today,as she take over mine on sun.
Which means,i'm freeeeeee on both weekends,wippppy!
Times pass extremly SLOW today la,YAWNSSSS!
After work,went down to town to meet my sis.
While waiting for her to reach,went PS myself.
Got myself some sushi&raffles,YUMS!
Soon after she&her bf reached,headed to cine for HKCAFE.
Then to some short of laopokpok clubs,"97".
Where is it? It's where sparks used to be at.
Some cheapo nana club la,eeeyer kns sia.
I swear i will never step there again,not because of the whose birthday,
why on earth will i go such "POK-KAY CLUB" sia.
Looking at those pok-kays dance can make me,eeyer "HAIR STAND"!
Worst of all,omfg!TECHNOs,piangs faints.
Realize i speaked too much rough words,whoops sorry!
Learn bad from HIM's,HIM's &&&& HIMMMM'sssss.
Not xing zhong ren but mo mo ren,understand? haha!
Drank alittle bit,just alittle little bit okay!
Cabbed home at 2am?
Which also means,i just reached home for 50mins.=DD
Time to go watch my teeeevee progs,tartarr!

Worked from 1o3oam-7pm today.
Woooo,time passed kinda fast la,so was not that boreddd afterall.
Craving for the shihlin chicken,so went to got it.
But after buying,the smell makes me wanna puke.
So ate few pieces & threw away the rest.
Beside that few pieces,i ate NOTHING since morning.
Can you believe,& i'm not hungry at all.
Mrt are down,caught val in the train.
Packeed with people,
since the mrt is full can't you wait for the next one,
some S-holes tried sqeezing in la,then start "TSK-ing" at other people.
Wtf,it's like you're the one who pushed & still dare to tsk?
Went separate ways after mel reached,while i went to find wf&girls.
Then bought mac over to her hse,
got my songs tranferred into my psp.
When everything was done,it's already 11plus.
Time for me to go home,bathed&to bed.
So,now i shall go to my cozy little bed,GOODNIGHTS!



&this time i really really miss you.

My whole afternoon was on the com&psp la.
Transfering of songs & getting wf dl-ing songs for me.=DD
Met her around evening time,3in1 meals.=x
Then headed to suntec to get the keys,
did some cam-whoring there,seems like i'm so dum la.
Been working at suntec yet today then realize the beautiful fountain.
Pictures will be up once wf blogged it up.
Back to amk,pooled,chats&psp!haha
My red is really red now,so cool & it's not icekachang red okay!
This is call style,jackass!

HAHA,all i can say is SORRY,fcuk u la. ,_\_,
This explains how much i hate yet love you.
Sometimes i wonder,am i really too much for showing unessesary attitudes to you?
But again,if you're not happy you can jolly well scram.
I'm using sucha nasty words cause only this way,
makes me feel more happy & to flare temper.
Maybe one day,feelings will eventually end?

Woohooos,dye-d my hair redddy!=DD
I'm very happy,thank goodness it didn't turn up "ICEKACHANG" la.
If not,i can don't think of stepping out of my house.
Went penisular to get my skinnies&cardigan.
Weees,yellow skinnies&greeny cardi.=DD
But,this time i'm really really broke.
Headed to simlim to get wf psp slim,darryl came along.
She's god damn happy rights? HAHA!
She's making me jealous now,feel like selling mine away & get a slim one too.
Dreamdreamdream!!~
Bugis for wanton noodle then headed back to amk.
Hang around at big mac then HOME SWEET HOME.
Tardah,there goes my tuesday.=)

Went to northpoint with est ytd.
Long long time since i last stepped into northpoint.
The last time was like last year?lol
Starbucks-ed,crappings&of cause chattings.
Even thou it's holiday,we can't tell each other our probs,
but once in awhile we'll still meet up and TALK!=D
Headed back to amk for steamboat.
Was a last min idea of mine,
reunion dinner for this bunch of girls.HAHA!
Thank me,girls.ROFL
Laughters,eatings,nonsenses&noise!!
Had really loads of fun la,rightrights?
Then est&ann went home while the rest of us headed for pool.
Till 12plus,headed home?


By saying i like whoever so & so.
Is this your answer to me?
Don't say you don't know my feelings for you.
Cause it's already pretty obvious.
Attitudes,will make me better.
Just because i wish to end everything.
Say me silly,stupid or whatever.