My whole afternoon was on the com&psp la.
Transfering of songs & getting wf dl-ing songs for me.=DD
Met her around evening time,3in1 meals.=x
Then headed to suntec to get the keys,
did some cam-whoring there,seems like i'm so dum la.
Been working at suntec yet today then realize the beautiful fountain.
Pictures will be up once wf blogged it up.
Back to amk,pooled,chats&psp!haha
My red is really red now,so cool & it's not icekachang red okay!
This is call style,jackass!

HAHA,all i can say is SORRY,fcuk u la. ,_\_,
This explains how much i hate yet love you.
Sometimes i wonder,am i really too much for showing unessesary attitudes to you?
But again,if you're not happy you can jolly well scram.
I'm using sucha nasty words cause only this way,
makes me feel more happy & to flare temper.
Maybe one day,feelings will eventually end?

Woohooos,dye-d my hair redddy!=DD
I'm very happy,thank goodness it didn't turn up "ICEKACHANG" la.
If not,i can don't think of stepping out of my house.
Went penisular to get my skinnies&cardigan.
Weees,yellow skinnies&greeny cardi.=DD
But,this time i'm really really broke.
Headed to simlim to get wf psp slim,darryl came along.
She's god damn happy rights? HAHA!
She's making me jealous now,feel like selling mine away & get a slim one too.
Dreamdreamdream!!~
Bugis for wanton noodle then headed back to amk.
Hang around at big mac then HOME SWEET HOME.
Tardah,there goes my tuesday.=)

Went to northpoint with est ytd.
Long long time since i last stepped into northpoint.
The last time was like last year?lol
Starbucks-ed,crappings&of cause chattings.
Even thou it's holiday,we can't tell each other our probs,
but once in awhile we'll still meet up and TALK!=D
Headed back to amk for steamboat.
Was a last min idea of mine,
reunion dinner for this bunch of girls.HAHA!
Thank me,girls.ROFL
Laughters,eatings,nonsenses&noise!!
Had really loads of fun la,rightrights?
Then est&ann went home while the rest of us headed for pool.
Till 12plus,headed home?


By saying i like whoever so & so.
Is this your answer to me?
Don't say you don't know my feelings for you.
Cause it's already pretty obvious.
Attitudes,will make me better.
Just because i wish to end everything.
Say me silly,stupid or whatever.

Just got back from that singtel party.
I'm freaking tired & sleepy but i've to wait my hair to dry.
Tell me,there's such a thang call the dryer.
No way mans,it will spoil my hair.
Begining everything was damn f boring,even wanted to go dxo.
Only da malays were dancing la.
Can you imagine how are you gonna dance with sucha atmosphere?
Then went out to wait for gera's friend(alison) to come & get her ticx
then went back in.
Waited & waited,till nice songs are up then start dancing our heads off.
& again,there were even more familar faces this time.
Fights,fights& more fights la.
Especially it's just right infront of me,gosh la!
It almost cause me to fall off the pool table,idoits.
After everything,recieved dee's msg asking me to quickly leave this place.
cause there will be more trouble la.
He's tryin' to be so kind la,lol!You think i kid uhs,haha!
Endup,i'm not the one involved but it's YOUUUU!
& blablabla,went with xueqi to s11 for drinks then cabbed home.
Awww,bodyaches,vomits & headaches.OUCHHH!
I'm so suffering,but it's okay.
Cause this time i have no work the next day,
so i can sleep all i want,i can even sleep till next day.
But i doubt i can,hahaa!
Ahhh,off to phoned with my "arse-"(dee) then off to bed.
Buhbye,sweetdreams.=D

Worked my whole friday away la.
If not for work,i will definately be somewhere shopping.
& today,gonna work at 5pm-93opm.
At least it won't be that tiring la.
Keeping my fingers-cross,hoping nothing will goes wrong.
Please,please! #x

Oh please,i'm really sick & tired of life now.
If only it can end now,that will be wonderful.

Last min gotta work.5pm-93opm.
Wf&sy came find me.
& yes,i bought a dress but damn it!
My sis wants it,so gonna buy another one for myself.
Nevermind,i'm just too kind.
Seriously,i shortage of sleeps.
I neeeeeeed lots of sleep.
Can i sleep for the rest of my life?
Before i could get my pay,i've already spending like shit.

Goodness,today was so not my day la.
Stomach cramp like HELL mans.
Cash register as usual cock up.
Luckily there's conn there la.
Thanks so much,she accompanied me for soooo long hours la.
But she did some shopping as well.=DD
Tml,i'm free again.
I know,WHAT!! FREE AGAIN?
So many free days sia..=DD
This what i like,i not that in need of money what.
So what for,stress my whole holiday up working,agree?

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late




Need ticx for sat's event @ underground singtel?
Give me a call or something,alrights.=DD
Price negotiable*.

End up going central for brunch with beeying.
The purpose of going central is for my nail polish remover.
But in the end came home empty handed,
have to go back & buy.
Met connie,accompanied her for dinner.
Pooled & walking around.
Blablabla,saw my block shuaige.
He keep staring at each other la,BLUSH*.
Seems that i got soooo many shuaige,haha!
Homed,working fullshift tml.
Will be a damn long day tml,gosh!
Tartar!

Had a good night sleep last night.
Seems it's sooo long since i had a soundly sleep.=DD
Woke up,& got myself prepared to go visit granny.
Went blk24 for pratas.Yumyums!
Backed home com-ed the whole day.
Feel like changing my hair colour?
Shall talk about it again after i get my pay.
No money no talk,rights?
Tml will be a day for me to tidy my room
&& change the colour of my nails.
It's peeling off mans,so eeews!
So don't date me out,haha!
In the mean time,i'm saving money as well.
Downgrade my psp!!
Damn,it's real dragging la.
Almost for a year or so?
Off for my teeveee programs.Tartarr!~

Happy 22 birthday,ANDREW!
You're getting old,haha!Kidding la.
Sorry that i didn't turn up ytd,=xx
Last long with her uhs!!































































Woke up around 2plus.
Last night went dxo party.
So many many familar faces la.
Suppose to go with gwen,dickson,louis,nadia,sug& some others.
End up was dancing the whole night with xueqi.HAHA!
Cause everyone separated.
Saw Yongpoh& the group on the dance floor.
&& blablabla..
Was really a tiring night mans.
But it's really damn fun thou the dancefloor was really damn conjusted la.
After everything was at about 4am?
Was too tired to wait for the 1st bus,so cabbed back with xueqi.
Bathed & off to bed.
Gonna work around 3hours time.
Ohmans,real lazy to go.
But no choice,i need $$$.=DD

Quite a happy day for me today.=DD
Visited my granny then went wisma looking for my leggings,ALONE!
Mango,topshop & forever 21.
Selling at the price of $40-65??OMFG!
At the end,got a legging for myself & another for my sis.
Bought myself a bag too!Nice red little sling bag! Haha.

Then to taka to find Beeying.
It's been a long time i last met her,after since schoo close?
Haha,she's really looking so weird in that taka uniform.=x
Chatted awhile then headed to cityhall to meet val.
Went to some pushcart opp my workshop to change the colour of my dress i bought on tues.
But too bad so sad,it's sold out.=(
So no choice,just have to take this white dress instead of that grey one.
Met Jas & the rest,CHOMPCHOMP for dinner.
So many yummmmmy food!Slurpppy.
Back to amk while the guys went for their LANS.
Neoprint,ohmy how long ago i last took neos.HAHA!
I used to take neos whenever me&friends are out.ROFL
Back homed at 10plus?
I'm freee again tml=)
Tml will be an interesting day.=DD
Buhbye my dears.

Seems that we're really drifting apart.
You might no longer need me there anymore.
because i'm just someone you will think of only when you're bored.
Am i right? Maybe that's good enough.
I shan't ask for any much more.
Maybe just one day,my feelings for you will stop eventually?
Or maybe everything started is just a habit.

As usual WORK!
Was late today la,blame it on my sis.=X
During work,the damn cash register cock up.
Luckily there's "people" there for help.=))
After work,went to help both alison,(my sister & my friend) to look for jobs.
Must be wandering,"eehhs,did my sis quit her job?"
She's just finding another part-time job.So am i?
Haha,being so kind of me.

Walked around suntec myself,buying chap pa lang foods.
Munching on the streets alone?
Omfg,this is my first time i went alone on a shopping centre?
Friends,i overcome my "loneliness".Haha!
Planned to spend a day just for myself to shop,eat & whatever.
ALL BY MYSELF,this way..i will get to know myself better.=)
I really need to understand myself more.
Don't know why the love starting to become irritating & fustration.
Wondering why,myself too.
&& i realize i find most guys with specs are handsome.
Like,Kaden,The handphone guy,That SHUAIGE(my schoo),Monkey &&&& Benjamin.
Because i saw a guy damn handsome working at addidas.Haha
Sounds so despo? ROFL.
Something about work i hate it so much.
Can't splurk out here.
GRRR,it's really making me nuts! But i can't do anything either.
It's totally hell for me,omfg.
Tml,i'm free again.=)
Going to look for my leggings then to Jasmine's bday celebration.
Gosh,her present!!
Have to get it tml,broke broke.
Money money money,i need you!!!

Ytd,went to catch "resident evil".
Been wanting to watch since it's out,
suppose to watch it with monkey on sat.
But...can't wait till sat so watch it ytd instead.=D
Damn nice!Really don't regret watching it.
WORK AGAIN TODAY=(
But it's from 1030 to 7 nia.=)
Wf came find me after her interview,
& stayed with me till 2.
What a great friend she is.=))
Went shopping after work.
Just realize Nicole is working at some bag's shop right above mine.HAHA
Sakae sushi,1 Shirt & 1 top.

I'm looking for black legging full length.
Price,not more then $15?
Keep a lookout for me.=))


This 2 day's sales had hit the target,
so commision $5.50 per hour.
But sadden,today didn't hit target.
Working from 1030 to 7 again tml.
Have an early sleep =))
Buhbye!All the best for my sales tml.

Woooooooo!I'm freeee tml.=D
Went bugis to meet huiping this morning.
Helped this guy open the pushcart,whoops.
I don't know his name.haha!
New friend i made=)
Then waited huiping to reached then walked over to suntec outlet.
I prefer suntec cause there's not much crowd compared to bugis,
&& also i won't see that many familar faces.

Burger king,Dounut factory & Aunty annie(or whatever it's named)
Woah,i know it's damn alot.HAHA!
Can't blame,only food keeps me awake.
15mins of Q for donuts,that's faster than i expected.
Donut factory are hiring!!!***To those looking for jobs.
But donuts are for my family,proves that i'm a good girl=)
You know,i hate donuts,yucks!

I thought noone will come find me,
but wanfong,jiahui & clara came.
At least its not that boreddddddd with them fooling around.=)
After work,have to go back to bugis to put back the keys.
Yeah,troublesome man!
Sisi saw my donut factory,asked me to let her know if i'm buying the next time.
Haha,taking order for many many people.

(MIGHT BE BUYING DONUTS AGAIN THIS WED,any orders?)

Bid goodbye to that guy & huiping.
More friends i knew.
See,this shows i'm friendly okay.haha!
Went to bugis street to buy wheatgrass plus pearl for my sis.
This again prove i'm a good sis.=)
Tadah,i'm off tml.
Have a good & long night sleep.Tartarrrrrr!=D

Old picture.=)

Went central with conn for her lunch,my ice-kachang.
Then went to library to borrow & return books.
Good right?I know it.=D
Omfg,saw my SHUAIGE & many other people.
All studying for their o's.
Then wanfong came to find us,
headed for pooled & blablabla.
Went we're about to go home,
weeeee,something great happen to me.
My SHUAIGE talk to me,lol.
He's first time talking to me,i was blushing man.
Wanfong knew i was so happy la.haha!
He ask how was my n's & blabla,wished him goodluck as well.
HAHAHA,sounds rather stupid but,
this gonna be my last time talking to him.=C
I will never forget how i realize he's existence.

& tml gonna be my 2nd day at work.
Ohhhmyyyyffffffgggggoooooodddd!
Hope nothing goes wrong can??

就算我還是不習慣　離開你的溫暖
就算我的愛不想斷　卻想把痛剪短
就當做我曾付出的愛情　都不算
這傷口讓我痛的　不敢再心軟


Finding this song lyric kinda meaningful?
Perhaps this is what i should do?
Why bother to express my feeling when i know there's someone in his heart?
So what if he knows how i feel? Will he even care?
No matter what i do,in his eyes i never exist.
It's time i take my leave to another start.

My first day of wrok ytd.
Did lots of mistake,whoops.
Thousands & one of unwilling but,
this is working life.
I can't just walk off or do anything right?
The cash register is the most problematic one.
Val,Clara,Anna & Selena came to look for jobs,
which is next to mine.
Mum popby see how i was doing.
&& saw many familar faces.
I must start learning how to read books man.
Cause sitting there the whole day is real damn bored.
Waiting waiting waiting for the time to pass.
This is my 1st time working so long hours la.
12hours,omfg.
& if you are someone who always goes out with me,
you will think i really look funny in the way i dressed ytd.
Wearing just a simple top & a knee cap shorts there?
Without makeup & any accesseries.LOL!
While closing the shop,
sisi & girona came to see how i was doing so far.
They themself was also shock with the way i dress.haha!
Sisi even msg me telling me i looked diff from the way i are.
HAHA,so can you imagine how idoit i look like ytd.OMG

After work,Monkey wanted bring me for supper then fetch me home.
But,i promise jy i will be going home with her,so.
Or maybe these or just excuses? i don't know.
One big joke happened.
Hc's bike was crashed,but nothing happen to him.
Woah,is this unlucky or lucky uhs?
Nevermind right,rich ass can always afford to buy another bike.
LOL!
Going out soon,will show you more pics on my hair when i'm back tonight.

Went to have my hair coloured.
Suppose to be dark shades of red,
but no idea why it turn out blonde?
But,it's not that bad la.
Went walking the whole of amk & j8 with anna.
Then met mum for dinner.
Tml gonna be my 1st at work.
Nervous?!?

If everything was happen just because noone was by your side,
then i guess it's time to give up.
Cause,i would rather we are normal friends then being made use of.

Just came home from midnight-k.
Singing for hours makes my throat..grr!
Guess i'll lost my voice tml.

Things to do today:
-Get my hair doneup.
-Job interview.
-Doctor appointment.
-Hc & monkey for meal.

Damn it,
was so angry la.
Didn't get my hair done today.
First thing in the morning went meal with hc&monkey.
Afternoon went for my interview.
&& i got my job.
But i'm really afraid.
Cause' i can't take much hardships.Haha
Taitai?!Dream-on man!
Time to starting earning $.
Tml morning,hopefully i can get to make my hair.
No idea where to get it done.
Asked around at bishan & it was,
$80-$140,omfg.
Looking for somewhere cheaper?
Maybe less then $70?
Went to meet est&anna for bubbletea & chitchat.
Walked over to est place,chatted.
Then caught a last bus home,
was so reluctant to go home cause of blablablaaa.
& now,it's time for me to pack up my room.
If not mum not going sponsor me for my highlight.=C
Est,THANKS FOR THE HELPS ON MY BLOGGIE AS WELL!

Thanks kokster for this nice blogskin.=D
& nlevel are finally over!weeheee.
I know i won't pass my poa.
But at least i made an effort to go=)
Cause if i don't i will get whack,nagging & scolding from friends & blablaa.
Didn't go anywhere today,
took a long nap today.
Been a long time i last took afternoon naps.
&& now,just came back for pool with conn & jaden.
Looking at keith's hair,making me feel like eat icekachang.
So went bigS for icekachang while jad & conn had their dinner.
& now,it's time for me to watch teeevee.=)

By now,
guess most of my friends should know what happen?
Quarreling with monkey these days.
This is like my 1st time quarreling with him after knowing him for so long?
People once ask me before,
if i have a boyfriend.
& my bf and monkey are in danger,who will i choose to save 1st.
Definately i will choose monkey.
Cause like i say before,
monkey is one of those impt people in my life.
Bf,can always find a new one.
But there's noone else like monkey.
& now,
just wanna let somebody knows.
Don't take me for granted.
I choose to believe you once,
doesn't mean i'll believe you again.
you jolly well know what i'm like,
yet you're doing this to make me feel hurt.
You know who you are,
i have a limit as well.

From time to time, the awful truth arises: not everyone has your best interests at heart. Believe the rumors or whispers you're hearing, but don't alter who you are or what you're about. Jealousy is driving this malevolence. Relationship issues come to the front today when it feels like someone may be holding you back -- as long as you're happy with who you are and where you're going, you're okay. But if you wish things were different, you must talk to them about it today.

See that?
Kinda true,especially that bold-ed words.


Maybe i'm so used to be pampered by SOMEONE?
& i can't afford to be hurt again.
But if really that's the case,
i will not speak up for my rights.
I will just keep quiet and let things goes the way he choose.
Some people should know what i meant.
I'm not pin-pointing anyone but just someone.
Sounds weird,but uhs.Forget it.

Another day is gone w/o learning anything.
Like what many people say.
Do i really care for my damn future?
I'm ruining my own future,oh god.
I really wish to study very hard
&& score good grades getting into got schoo.
But,fcuking me just so uhs,FUCK!
I so hate myself at times la.
Feel that i'm so pathetic.
Plus,i'm getting tired.
Real sick & tired.
Might be gone some days,haha!

Been trying very hard to study for my last paper,
which was my poa.
Gosh,i really know nuts bout' this subj.
Still thinking if i should sit for the paper.
Yesterday afternoon,wanted to go bishan library to study with conn.
End up,eating walking & arcade-ing.
Met many old friends.Haha
Went over to amk library to find my mates.
At bout' 10plus i guess,
went over to val's house.
Com-ed,cards,story-telling & eating.
Was bored,so msg-ed to 987.
Heard our msg?Haha.

Till 5am,most of us doze off.
Me,keith,wanfong & darryl went off at bout 6am,
while the rest continue their sleep.
Chatted alot with darryl on our way back.
Usual topics,STUDIES!
Homed at bout' 6plus.
Bathed & chatted on the phone till bout 8?
Then went to watch teevee & sleep.=)

& today,gonna try to study more.
Please,make me understand..
& aim for a good result.
I'm studying for the sake of someone's present.=)
Being tooo naive at times.Haha

Some weird & idoitic pictures of me & my crappers.
Enjoy~

HELLO!~
Have to rush this post within 10min?
& i have so much to say.
Cos' i promise that i won' hang on the com too long.
Ytd today & tml,was/is my nlvl paper.
Oops,including next monday,perhaps?
All the papers was alright?
But i know i most polly won' make it next year,hahaa.

Everyday after my paper,had to report to HC & someone.
& Someone never fails to call me asking "So how was your paper?"
I think he himself should know who if he's reading?
Sorry to say,i've dissapoint many of you's.
Hope miracles will happen.=)

Nlvl gonna over,which means..
jobs,greeny hair,piercing & shoppings are on their way.
Woohoo,i cant wait for tml's paper to end.
But don't be to happy,
cos' i still have my POA paper on monday.
I will see if i can make,
if not,absent is the best soulution.
& tadah,6mins pass.
Buhbye!~