Fcuking basturd,you ball-less creature!
You're the fcuking worst guy i ever came across in my life.
See this & i know you'll come after me.
So what the hell you waiting,come on mans.I'm here waiting......
Is this how you want me to treat you.
If you don't want things to turn out this way,
then change your fcuking attitude.
A guy with sucha attitude makes you sooo gay okay.
&& in the begining i never ever force you anything.
so you can jolly well scram,SCRAM!~


DAYKS.

I want that GUESS wallet w diamonds!!!
$2oo-$4ooplus if i not wrong?
Getting that for myself as xmas gift?haha
Talk about it again when payday comes.=D
& i doubt i bear too.
I'm in cloud9!~
But i shan't say out what it is,not to be tooo happy yet.
Just,i simply LOVE DIGGEEEEYYYY.<3
You got me sooooo happpppy.

Me,pearline&debbie.
End up going plush with debbie&girls.
So boring in the begining but went mad @ the dance floor.
That basturd made me almost tears out ytd.
What can i do,expect me to treat as nothing had happen at all?
Pretending that i'm blind or deaf?
Finally,my BLOCK SG talked to me!
Had afew conversation with me,he's just staying above me!haha.
Sound so naive la.

Had a dream last night.
A dream that seems so wonderful,which will never ever happen.
Both of them appears in the same dream.

Maybe i've really kept alot of thing to myself.
Not even friends now,should i put in this way?
Changing myself can really change my heart too?
You once have a deal with me,will it really happen?
Guess you might have also forgotten.
Wish to close down my friendster,msn & blog.
But without these,i will lose many of my friends.
Is it worth it,i sometimes wonder.

No mood to blog these days,
& find it's rather meaningless sometimes.
Damn fed up,I'm really fed up.
I lost alot of things within a day.
Fucking hate last min fly kite,KNN!

I'll understand you somedays,perhaps.
So please,don't get drunk anymore.MyBELOVED one

I've a PRETTY WIFEY.

So much to blog?Shall start from sun.
Home the whole day then went to visit granny around noon.
Bak kut teh for dinner,most popular @ balastier.

Monday,worked the whole day.
Gosh,i went for the wrong shift so dum of me la.
Hahaaaaaa,at least got $$ take.

As for tuesday,which is hours ago?
Work for that few hours,then went to meet wf for lunch.
Shoppings with conn & sy,while wf went for her work.
Cuppage for pool,after work wf came along.
Things i bought,makeups,belt&necklaces.
Seems so little things but spend almost a hundred today?
Then 9plus,headed to attica.
Wf,Xq,Nad,XS& Gwen.
As usual met many people,
somethings crop up got jeffer to get it settle for me.=DD
2plus,music went off & light turned on.
Fcuk,the number of people over the limit,so party stop.
Damn it,paid $13 for 3hours of dance,wtf okay!
Ben & gosh came,critisize me infront of their friends,Grrr!
Ask me to go drinking with them,obviously NO RIGHTS.
Ian keep blaming me for making him can't "hook" any girls.
Cause i ask him to help me make my way thru at the dance floor,haha!=xx
This is what friends are for ma,right?
Slacked outside 1night stand awhile then cabbed down to prata house.
Then cabbed back home,aww fcuking tired.

So sick la,serious cough,flu&headache.
Might have lung cancer?Haha,who knows it really happen.
So what does this means?
You're not gonna care anymore?
Or i've cared too much?
Whatever is it,wish you all the best.
I'm not gonna interfer your life anymore.

Free for the weekends again!=DD
Went out with est today,finally manage to tell her the whole story.
We just have so much to say,her love,my love& our lifes!
Blablablaaaaaa,roaming around for her bf's boxers.
& found it at esprit.
There's a hunk working there,really very handsome,right est?
Cine for hongkong cafe,you know how much?
$37& blabla cents,omfg.
Like what est always says,"it's okay we got $$".LOL
Soooooooo many obsence things happened.
Tripped over outside cine,my beads necklance bouncing on the ground outside lucky plaza.
Really damn ps la,was playing with my necklance.
Out of the sudden,everything came off & start falling off my neck.
Everyone around us was starring at us,fcuking embarrass la.
Xt came join us,went to taka M)phosis for her slip-ons.
& fareast for my shoes,it's soooo nice.=D
Cabbed back amk,est headed home while we went for our pool.
Saw cas @ there la,dumshit him to say me grrrr!
Pooled till 12plus & backed home.=DD
Ewwwww,what a tiring yet fun day spent.


Everything changed,picking up old bad habits.
Just because i'm not in the good mood doesn't mean i have to right.
I know,i understand it too.
Just that in my mind,by doing this can make me feel better so why bother?
Life is meaningless anyway?


Guess this is how everything ends.
Don't need to avoid cause i'll be the one to walk out.
Attitudes are regretted,but what can i do?
Can i turn back time,no rights?

Fishing is soooo fun!
I'm starting to love fishing,while fishing chatted alot alot with dee&friends.
They're kinda fun to be with,thou i'm kind of anti-social.=xx
Jokes,stories & retared actions can make you stomach ache.
If only the night can be longer,=CC
I want to go fishing more often,dee say it's a "HEALTHY LIFESTYLE"
What a fat joke la,he forever sooooo crappy.DUHHHHH?!
Sadden we didn't took any pics cause it's rather dark
& dee don' want lent me his phone,afraid i would look at his "NUDE PICS".
hahahahaaaa!Joking la boy,don't freak out okay.=DD
& whenever he gives me that retard look,
i will tell him "stop it,before i fart out!"
Please people,don't laugh to a dead screen,thanks.Hehee
Thanks guys for cheering me this xiaomeimei up,i appreciate it.=DD

Awww,just woke up,but i'm still soooo tired.
Working afternoon shift today,which is 5pm-93opm.
Ytd sales was kinda good?That's what i can say,working for $10per hr.=DDDD
woahwoah,i love public holidays.=DDD
After work,went town for shopping spreess.
It's been long long long time i went with sis for shopping,haha!
Spending up ton&tons of her money,will treat her once my things are settled.=)
Got myself,nail-polish&tops.
Had our dinner at cine,"our lao di fang".
Only me&my sis knows where is it,shhhhhh.
Then around 10plus,bused back to amk for pool.
Her bf came along after that,pooled till 12plus,&HOME!
I just really really can't stand if someone have the same things as me,
if that's the case,all i can say is,
"my dear friend,how much you know me man."
Cause most of my friends know,i love to be unique.
Whatever people won't like,I WILL LIKE.
I don't like to be the same as people,so before you do anything,
JUST GO THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN WHETHER I WILL LIKE IT ANOT,thanks.

I'm getting real sick soon,voice-less,cough&flu.=((

Things have changed,i had knew it earlier.
Everything has come to this end,nothing will go any futher.
&& just bid goodbye.

Off-ed today,so coool!Cause i gotten my pay already,weeeepppy!
Penisular with conn for her skinnies,
bugis for my shopping stuffs & my eyebrow pierced!
Weeee,finally i got it back!
It's not as pain as the first time la,
still i grabbed conn's hand damn hard la,=xxx SORRRY!
Got myself a bag & 2 tops & 2bracelet,
i called it the "amulet" cause it just looks like,haha!
1 for my love life & 1 for good luck,rofl!
$100 just flew aways,gosh!
plus i owed my sis $150 + $80-$90 for the 4gb memory stick.
OMFG,there goes my pay la!=CCC
Headed to amk for POOOL again,xiaotong joined us.
Then to smallS to eat supper& you know what?
I've been seeing Block SHUAI GE everyday?hahahaah
I'm just so crazy over him,guess he also knows that,muahahaaa!
I will start screaming to conn everytime i see him,JUST SO HANDSOME.
May i know what'z hes name??? haha=xxx

I so wish to go plush tml,but so sad,
just nobody wants to go cause damn it,it's a weekday.
& everyone have schooo the next day,omg!Saddden laaaaaa!
But then again,no worrys cause there's another party on 20nov@plush.
It's jefferson's event so i'm selling & to support him,i'm going!!
I don't care,i'm really going even if i'm dead i will still go!=qqq
HELLO EVERYONE,
IF YOU WANT TICX FOR 20NOV@PLUSH,PLEASE GET FROM ME!
CHEAPCHEAP=DD

i just fell like shouting out loud right now.
Thankthanks to wanfong,i really love you sooooo much!
Will get ya some donuts factory as a treat alright,THANKS!
My "zhong sheng da shi"(or whatever it's called,i meant my future) all thanks to you.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

If you see me online when i did said i'm working,don't say i lied.
Cause' i'm using wireless with my psp,
& therefore,i will reply very very slowly on msn.
IT'Z JUST SO HARD TO TYPE LA!gggggrrrrrr.
This 2 afternoons,have been working.TIRED!
Today after work,sorted some things out then went to meet conn.
Chicken cutlet,oooohhhh i miss you!
& as usual,pooled!OUR FAV. HOOOOBBBBY.
&&& ohya,szelee&yinghui happen to passby my shop.
Saw jere & also bennnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyy!!
BENNY,you're getting so handsome & tanned,myBABE!weeets*
Just phone down with my polar bear.
Neeeda give myBABE a call soon,if not i will be called "LIAR".
Even no matter how many HUNKS or BABE i'm on the phone with,
nothing can compares on the phone with my XIN ZHONG REN,understand.

I hope this is the last time i'm say this.
I really miss&like you.

Town-ed today,window shopping with conn,penny&wanfong.
Fareast to heeran then to cine.
Nothing caught my eyes la,end up going to prata house.
Prata time,plaster prata& onions egg prata w teh beng(or whatever it's spelled)& indian rojaks.YUMYUMS!
Was about to go,when conn & girls didn't want to quickly get out of the place,
cause saw SHUAIGE & his bunch of friends.
Omfg la,he saw the obsence side of me,GOSH!!
All blame the girls for not wanting to leave immediately.GRRRR!
Amk,kpool.=DD
With conn or wf around,we never fail to miss our pool sessions.
Haha,so can you imagine how much i've spend on pool ever since?
Pooled till 12plus,wf&conn quickly rush for their last bus.
When am i getting my pay,can someone tell me?
I need,
-4gb memory stick.
-More clothessss!
-eyebrow p.
-Tat.
-More partys && blablabla.

Seems like i'm going clubbing every single week since holiday started?
Am i doing this for the sake of SOMEONE?
Been quarrelling with people these days,especially MY SUAVE & hc.
Quarrelled with them so much recently,everytime no matter how sad i am,
they will be there to stay by my side.
But whenever they're unhappy,i'm not there to be with them.
What kind of sister i am? A very useless one.

&& made up my mind,just let unhappy things end once and for all.
Guess give me some miracles before i leave,14moredays.

Picutres are not according to day.=DD
Last min elin asked me to work full for today,as she take over mine on sun.
Which means,i'm freeeeeee on both weekends,wippppy!
Times pass extremly SLOW today la,YAWNSSSS!
After work,went down to town to meet my sis.
While waiting for her to reach,went PS myself.
Got myself some sushi&raffles,YUMS!
Soon after she&her bf reached,headed to cine for HKCAFE.
Then to some short of laopokpok clubs,"97".
Where is it? It's where sparks used to be at.
Some cheapo nana club la,eeeyer kns sia.
I swear i will never step there again,not because of the whose birthday,
why on earth will i go such "POK-KAY CLUB" sia.
Looking at those pok-kays dance can make me,eeyer "HAIR STAND"!
Worst of all,omfg!TECHNOs,piangs faints.
Realize i speaked too much rough words,whoops sorry!
Learn bad from HIM's,HIM's &&&& HIMMMM'sssss.
Not xing zhong ren but mo mo ren,understand? haha!
Drank alittle bit,just alittle little bit okay!
Cabbed home at 2am?
Which also means,i just reached home for 50mins.=DD
Time to go watch my teeeevee progs,tartarr!

Worked from 1o3oam-7pm today.
Woooo,time passed kinda fast la,so was not that boreddd afterall.
Craving for the shihlin chicken,so went to got it.
But after buying,the smell makes me wanna puke.
So ate few pieces & threw away the rest.
Beside that few pieces,i ate NOTHING since morning.
Can you believe,& i'm not hungry at all.
Mrt are down,caught val in the train.
Packeed with people,
since the mrt is full can't you wait for the next one,
some S-holes tried sqeezing in la,then start "TSK-ing" at other people.
Wtf,it's like you're the one who pushed & still dare to tsk?
Went separate ways after mel reached,while i went to find wf&girls.
Then bought mac over to her hse,
got my songs tranferred into my psp.
When everything was done,it's already 11plus.
Time for me to go home,bathed&to bed.
So,now i shall go to my cozy little bed,GOODNIGHTS!



&this time i really really miss you.