I've tons of pics to upload.

I've tons of words to say.

I've tons of revision to catch up.

I've tons of homeworks to do.

But i just don't have enough time to do everything.

Neither do i have enough time to sleep.

24 hours a day is so damn not enough for me!

Wait for me to update,maybe weekends or maybe even after my o's.

Won't be longing into friendster&blog as often. ;)

Pics taken last weekend.

Thought of opening a private blog for myself.

(if i've the time perhaps)

Sometimes the feelings of having a shoulder to lean on when you're feeling down is the most meaningful part.

Be it just friends, girlf's, brods or your family members,

At least you know there's still people caring for you &willing to be there.

Ps. I know i kinda act cute in the combination pic with beeying.

Even looking at the pics really irks me,

but i'm alil tipsy that night so yea? Don't mind me. ;/

Or perhaps im cute in the way that i'm fat. Ha!

On the actual day of my birthday,sat for maths paper.

Before going to school, dee woke me up with a call.

Ask me to go open my door,so sweet of him of getting me a small cake.

Just for the sake of the cake he came all the way here.

Then off i went to school.

Rushed for art,then over to pepper lunch with girlf's.

They surprised me with a cake.

I'm so touched with everything that i almost shed. ha!

Home to get change up then down town with connie.

&yet again she surprise me with sucha the biggest birthday card i ever got,with the presents.

Walk and walk till we had nowhere to go,back to amk for pool.

Dinner with my family,&again,another cake!

Lol,total i got 4 birthday cakes.

Dee asked me to meet him around in the night.

&guess what,pass me my birthday present.

haha! Birthday kiss?! Crazy. ;/

After all it isn't that bad yea? I'm happy!

Thanks dudes for those wishes.

Be it via texts / calls / personally / msn / friendster / tag.

Thanks so much yea?

Plus those presents from my girls, esther, val & cliques, connie, melvin, monkey, lynn, weishing, danny & cliques, meiling & cliques, Jackson & his girlf &not forgetting DEE!

&forgetting him,thank you for forgetting my birthday. ;)

More pics to go.

Celebrated my birthday with girlf's.

Over to fareast then to bugis.

Did something which i makes me,oh no i mean esther,xiaotong anna&me very awkward.

There was some road show going on,

we 4 participated in it.

We've the wear the perfume on our wrist and let as many guys smell as possible within 3mins?

&damn i'm really very embarrasses la.

You know i'm the ugliest among them,and it's for sure to lose one ma.
But dont know why i won with getting 12 guys?

Perhaps it's my birthday celebration therefore god's helping me? Ha!

Over to arab.st.

1st attempt of sheesha.

Still,cigarette is still better than sheesha. ;/

You know la,i'm underage so yea? As usual, sis ez-link. Ha!

Someone say he's gonna bring me there after o's. Weets~

Back to bugis junction.

Met pearline and qiaohui.

Qiaohui join us over @ pub 33.

So coincidence that mabel & clique was there too.

Got a lil tipsy, everything just pop out in my mind agn.

Thanks dude for the night spend & of course the presents ;)

1st celebration together with kieth's celebration.

7 boys 3 girls,how fun could it be right?
That's what i thought in the first place,even thought of calling it off.

But it's totally different from what i'm feeling now.

1 word to describe, FUN!

Prata house for brunch,my idea! ha! Suddenly have this urge for prata yea?

Wanted to go downtime for dota,but full. Saw taleb&alvin there.

So decided to go over to opp parklane for dota.

As usual, i sucks in it.

A phone call from jarrod that he's going down to arab st. for seesha, ask if i wanna join.

But nah, gave it a miss instead.

Over to douby ghaut exchange for dinner.

Total damage, 110plus. LOL

Walked over to clark quay,

saw those clubs only reminded me of those times.

Sat over and look at the so called what i name night kites.

Kieth's 17 whack from us was changed to turning and pushing him around. HA!

I was his princess charming cause i got hold of him when he's about to fall. lol

Later on,

Jarrod was again going down to clark quay,asked if i wanna join them in drinking.

" Dont want la i only girl,you & your friends all guys. Later your drug my drinks & rape me "

" Think too much lahhhh , wanna come ma? "

" You allow all my friends to tag along then i go. Ha! "

" Siao,you & your friends so many people,how i bring in so many ppl. come leh"

" orh then it's okay la call me when you're @ clark quay then "

LOL.

Rushed for the last bus.

I just can't stop laughing to myself when i think back about everything.

Had hell loads of fun today.

Thanks dudes for the everything today plus the cake! ;)

I love every single one of you,especially VALERIE! <333

Damm shagg mans!

Thou it's holiday period,but i'm so shortage of sleep mans!

Slept @ 6am this morning & woke up at 12noon,

1 she and 2 he came over to my void-deck during 4am.

Chats and as usual i fell asleep when we're half way through talking.

Ask me why can't i mention their names, cause i like it lehh. LOL

feel like whacking me? heeee~

i'm been laughing more than usual these days.

Can i be in this way forever,sometimes i wonder is everything this way much better?

Shouldn't i be giving up or changing target (like what most people say) now?

Why am i still clinging on for that little tiny miny hope between us?

Which i also know it's so impossible for that to happen.

Ps pic will be uploaded once i get it.

Happy birthday keith lin!

Woahhooo,finally!

Been watching teevee programs in either my sis room or mum's room.

Which makes no peace for me.

They're always snatching teevee with me ever since my living room teevee is down.

About a week ago.

&finally our new lcd teevee is here.

I choose one hor,i got sucha a good taste ha!

Wanted to get this touch screen teevee,but too ex already la.. ..

Dad's not printing money one leh.

Today is study day!

Over to mac to join school mates there.

So much of laughter with qin han. LOL

I just cant stop LAUGHING OUT LOUD when i sees him.

"orh i know i know i know how to do liao!"

Next moment i ask him " eh but why hypo is 10 uhs? " LMAO!

Another scene is when we're on the way back.

"EH GOT COCKROACH !"

"then what let's stop for the cockroach to go away"

He ring his bicycle bell hoping that the cockroach will behave like what humans will react.

REALLY LAUGH OUT LOUD LAH!

Non-stop remix laughter mans i tell you.

Siaotong see this " BU YAO QIANG ZOU WO DE YANGYANG!!! "

YUANYUANN~~~~~ LOLLLLLL

He & chonghao took my ugly photo ;(

Change of plan.

Gonna celebrate keith's & mine birthday tml with the guys.
Whereas,sat celebrating with my class girls.
&anyw,will only be celebrating with those serangoon dude after my prelims.

They dont allow me to have fun yet.

Damn evil isn't it,but at least they're gonna pass me my present on sat.

Hope so! ;/

End my night with laughter.

Happy birthday anna!

I haven't been touching my revision books for like the past a week? DAMN!

& o's just 1month later?

Out to newyork @ for anna's celebration.

Down to cine for " MY SASSY GIRL ",yeah i cried ;(

Touching? Sweet? Worth to watch, if you're into romance kind of movie.

Back to Amk, void-deck for heart-talks yea.

Anna's birthday over,which means my birthday is next?

But it doesn't makes me any happier or excited either.

In fact, when i think of my birthday i so wanna cry.

Cause it's like every year i'm crying the day before my birthday,sound silly.

Cry-baby,yes i'm one kind.

Time to study my days hard,&play my weekends away. ;)

So if you see me online, do me a flavour by screaming @ me to study. Haa!

"View and run uh"

Sounds so retard la this people.

Oh yea i even crawl mans! That's one dumb thing alright!

I would still say the same thing,

Girls who flings around in friendster are bitches,

while guys who flings with these girls are bastards.

Which makes them both fuckers.

Yes, i'm jealous so what? Does it makes any difference?

I long for your texts / calls.

Everything wouldn't go back to the time anym.

If i would say i'm much happier now,its just a lie.

Family day yesterday.

Over to granny place there,
then bought her to some popular chicken rice restaurant nearby.

Granny's happy which makes us double the happiness. ;)

Went to catch "DEATH RACE" with daddy, sis and bf.

It's daddy second time watching,

he loves me so much that he wanna accompany with the couples. Ha!

Suppose to cabbed down to mustafa for some midnight shopping,

but sis'bf had to go back camp the very next morning so yea,gave it a miss. ;(

Stay at home the whole day today.

Lynn came over for awhile before meeting her dearrrrrrrrxz dearrrrzxz. LOL

As usual crap,but this time she did something cruel to me.

She wanted to see me scream and have nightmares,

so she showed me those horror pictures.

&for sure,i screamed my lungs out like hell la!

She even show me this girl passed-away not long ago.

Just gone like that,at the age of 19.
This reminded me of my 2 beloved friends who had left me years ago.

One,was my pri school friend.

She was one of the girl we spoke everything under the sun.

Even the guy,we both had fallen for at the same time.

I missed the time we crapped on the phone.

I remember clearly on my 10th years old brithday,

relationship problem which causes me running while on my way home from j8.

That time i'm still staying at bishan.

Those neoprints we always took at j8.

We havent spoken much ever since we step into sec school life,

&I really didnt expect things would happen that time.

It's been 4years that she's gone.

Another,was a person i knew through melvin.

A very friendly guy thou. He always treated me like his very own sister.

Though we haven't know each other that long.

but still we had few happy times spend together before.

If i could turn back times, i'll be there you from the very begining.

It's been 1 years that he's gone.

Life's just so unpredictable.

Me & girlf exchange our passwords for friendster,blog and even msn.

In case anything happen to us,*TOUCH WOOD*.

Everything today,really creeps me.

I ask mum to sleep together with me,

instead she ask me to go over my parents room and hug her to sleep. HA!

Suddenly i felt so loved by them,LOVE THEM!