This 2 days is great? Cabbed over to grandma there with daddy,told her everything about my leg and him. She even thought he was my bf,ask me to bring him over to show her one day. Haha!

I initiate to take bus home,luckily the bus was handicap bus so the steps was lower abit?
Walk from central back home was hell,weather friggin' hot plus with the speed of my walking was hell!

I hate traffic lights cos i dont think i have enough time to cross the traffic, up & down slope & GOING DOWN THE STAIRS! I use to be lazy climbing the steps,but now it's seems like its the easiest compare to walking. Going down the stair is hell,one step at a time,slow pok!
Whenever someone walks past me,makes me feel like skipping the steps. ;(

Met beeying at my block downstairs,chats and back to my crib.
Had crab for dinner,suppose to be my treat but mum treat in the end! 347 chilli crab taste like crap! Force my sis to bring me along,after serveral pleading she finally allow! Weee~ Kin's friend came over to drive me and my sis over to FABULOUS @ China Town.
Quite spacious, and the boss there was quite friendly. Purpose going there was to celebrate kin's 23rd bday. Success in getting him drunk?

Scold me "Serve me right" for going drinking even with my leg pai ka. Not sure if im thinking too much or what,my feets seems so swollen. Suppose to go town with sis,but ahh lazy to squeeze with the crowd cos tml is P.H, so guess town will be pack. So ended up kbox with sis @ amk.

BEST RECORD I TELL YOU!
I used to take less than 5min to travel from home to central,now.. ..
20min to reach the traffic light! More than half an hour to reach Kbox plaza,WTF RIGHT!?
Frustrated,keep forcing myself to walk faster. Everyone's eyes are on me.
Giving me those kind of "WAH LAO BLOCK MY WAY" look. ;(
I dont like people staring at the way i walk, but i really sick and tired of staying at home.

SO SAD! I WANNA CRY SO BADLY.

Thank you for your understand,you're the best! ;)

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Doctor say im only allow to walk without crutches 2 weeks later, and here i am walking around without my crutches alrdy. Some will praise me,most will scold me? Haha!

Someone who keeps forcing who you get back to your feets or,
someone who ask you not to rush, take care of yourself and dont force myself?
Which one meant well for me?

I went market with daddy and mummy for dinner. (at that damn popular teochew porridge behind my market. Long Q everyday,cos it's cheap and nice! Should try it someday) Yes,i went there without my crutches.
I hate it so much,i hate myself for walking slower than a ahma! Everyone's eye were looking at my feet when i walk past then,i hate this feeling! The journey there was no prob,but the journey back was so pain causing my pace to slows down. Swells comes out in the night most of the time,swells was so bad that it have those marks of my slipper. How long more all these craps gonna last? I wanna be back to the times when hanging out with my friends till late night and those gatherings.

Fuck it man,i hate it so much!

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Alicia,continue blog shopping and you'll end up having a big hole in your pocket! Shouldn't you be earning some $$ so that you can survive till school starts? And now,crap! You just spend off what you've earn! Keep it up,limb-per Haha

Felt so stupid scolding myself limb-per,so demoralizing right? LOL! What a rainy tuesday.
Made a overseas call to sis,first thing she did was to scold me! How sad!

"CALL FOR WHAT? DO YOU KNOW IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE?"
"Very ex uh? okay bye i hang up"
"Nvm la since you call then talk for a min" .. .. ..

Haha cos i used my hp to call,haah! Many people mention that,the way my mum,sis and me talk,sounds like scolding each other. Haha not true la,that's how we communicate yeah?

And holy craps,now new virus is up yeah? This time involve with pig birds and humans! Whenever a virus is up,i'll get all the symptoms making me worry like hell. This time i wonder will i fall ill again?

I'm bored,hanging on the com everyday for 10hours at least? Watching taiwan dramas this time,doesnt mean i never try walking okay! Since that day, i never use to roller chair to move around my house! haha!

I'll tell you one good news, probably on thurs? ;)


Bye! ;)

My hair is getting abit too long,time to snap it off,soon.
My hair colour is fading,time to dye,soon.
My slip-ons are so limited for my pig trotter now,time to get more,soon.

What to do,still have to wait awhile more before im able to go out SOON.
Mum don't allow me to go out,i understand she's worry for me.I will not let her worry for me anymore.

Mum's smile touches me when she sees me back on my feet,she is million times happier than me. His smile make me believe that he'll be there to support me even if i fall,he allows me to rely on him. I'll make sure everyone's support is worthwhile.So if you see me walking,SMILE TO ME TO MOTIVATE ME EVEN MORE :)
If you wanna laugh at me limbing,then by all means,cos i wont give up because of your critisize.

AWESOME!
Check up was good,so as my xrays. Able to start walking,but still need the support of the crutches for the at least a week or so? My first step was great,though it's painful,but im gonna bear with it in order to be fully back on my feets.
No heels till next op is over. Will still be limbing? Next appt on the 26th of may,will confirm my next op by then.

Thanks to my family,friends and of cause you. You won't know how special and important you guys are to me,i love all of you ;)



& not forgetting i like to hear from you that you miss me ;)
I miss you and it will always be that way.
Thank you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FUmvTihAH4&feature=related

Watch this,damn nice! ;)

12 hours more? What's gonna be the outcome? If i were to say im not afraid,it's a lie.
Im actually afraid the time to come,how silly am i? I ought to be happy,shouldn't i?
Yet crying like as if i'm gonna die,didn't i say im gonna be strong?
Alicia is a strong girl! No matter i must be brave to face tml,cos after that im able to eat big feast with my family and friends and do whatever i want by then!

Spend my day on the com watching Koizora (Sky Of Love).
But this is actually a drama of 6 episodes,the storyline is the same as the movie.
I rmb i watch the movie twice,and both times i cried like hell.
This time no exceptional,so touching.

Felt like crying so much outta sudden,will everything be back to normal?
I dont wanna face the fact,i just want to both of us to be what we are now.
I wanna keep all these deep in my heart,things wont be as easy as what you think.

Cross my fingers and pray hard. ;)
Goodnight people.


My first time saying this to you,i like you.

The gentle wind always blows on the same road
I want to meet you, but is it possible for such a thing
There’s small heart beats our feelings will overlap
Just waiting for them to dissolve gently into each other

Why do people want answers?
I’m happy, but what is happiness

You become aware of the voice that you’re calling
I reach my hand out to the things I lost
Why does this mark the end of time?
But I still continue to follow the sky of tomorrow

It’s sometimes a distant hope
Probably trying to grasp unreasonably
Laboring with my hands, gradually
It’s diminishing
If you become more aware in a small love
Rather than a big oneA great love forms
Someday when the flowers are blooming
In order to sing,
In order to play
The two of us will be close

Can you hear the Song of Love
It’s a small love
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close
By your kind voice
Time flows, dreams flow
They change various shapes
It’ll be fine, right here with you
I’ll laugh, right here with you


I realise i've fallen for you.

MY GIRLFRIENDS ARE SO SWEET! Gathering @ my place after their school.
Esther was the first to reach,heart talks about our love ones ;)
Followed by tong anna and beeying.
Kfc delivery! Super tuesday 8pc chicken Mac 18pc nuggets and so much foods! YUMYUMS!
Webcam dl-ing of songs watch teevee and gossips about which handsome guys in their school.

We're having a mini party sooooon,hopefully im able to walk by then?

OHMYGOOOOD IM SO HAPPY! Anna,you know why horhorhorrr?
Ohmans,damn happy! Muahahahaa!

Ohmygod,i find that i'm just so sweet! Haha You know what?
I set 4 consecutive alarm starting for 6am,in order to wake the lazy bums up for school!

I woke beeying first call @ 6.20, second call @ 6.40,bomb with msgs!
Woke xiaotong @ 6.40,second call 7am bomb with msgs!
Woke anna up @ 6.55,this one,dont need to bomb msgs,cos she'll definitely wake up!
Haha all of them got shock when i call them " eh you never sleep uh ?! " In a draggy voice!

Girls,dont be tooo touch uh! Hahaaaa

Arent i sooooo sweet? Phone with beeying while she's on the way to meet kf.
Ended up i couldnt sleep till 9plus10?
Partly is because mum off the air-con,damn freaking hot!
DONT YOU KNOW I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT AIR CON!

Ohya,ytd me beeying xiaotong anna was in msn conversation,damn funny!
So sad est was working,so didnt online tgt.
I find i so cute,i ask the 3 poly girls what time their lesson and what time they have to wake up,
they didnt know i was going to give them morning call.
PLEASE SAY IM SUCHA GOOOOOD FRIEND HOR! haha!

My cute lil boy friend,i woke him up for him to get prepare for work,and this lazy bum fall back to sleep while he's still on the phone with me.

"AH BOY UH WAKE UP ALREADY HOR!" Damn cute man!

muahahaaaaaa! I woke alot of people up today,sis mum the 3bums my han sum and edrian.

&my 2 friends,wanfong & girlfriend siaotong was sweet enough to drop by after their school.
Mac fillet o fish fries coke! SHOIK! Webcam,transferring of songs & talk about their first day in school.

Ask me if i regretting not even appeal for poly? I can tell you,fucking regret!
Stupidest thing in life. For not even giving a try,please say that im a dimwit.
Mum keep asking if i blame her for not applying me up for poly,
actually it wasnt her fault,cos im just "so can't be bothered".
Damn fuck right? Maybe if i did appeal,i wont be envying my girls for going poly?
I will be like them,dragging myself outta bed every morning?
One of my friend scored the same points as me, for overall and english & she make it to rp.
Me? Fuck up crap! Aye forget it,i just have to study hard in these new school ;)

Currently listening to those old chinese songs,damn nice and sad!
I use to cry while listening to them,but hell no im gonna cry anym for anyone.
Maybe i say 1 thing do 1 thing? haha
bei ji xing de yan lei~~~ wooo!
& crap,i dont know where the whole file of jay zhou's albums went to,
gonna racky my sis cupboard for that harddrive thingy!

Bye dudes! It's good start of the week,keep it up cia! ;)
endure with another 4more days!
Rmb that i love yousss! ;) KISS!

HAHHAHA! I dont know why these days i like to ask my friend this question,
"DID YOU CRY OR FEEL VERY SAD WHEN YOU GOT TO KNOW THAT I'M HOSPITALIZED AND NEEDA GO FOR THE OPERATION?"
Muahahaaaa,quite afew of them almost cried!
But 1 thing for sure is that,beeying wont cry. Cos even the sky drop,doubt she'll cry.
Among us,i think she's the one who cried the least,or never at all.

Msn chatting with xiaotong,she just can't stop crying cos i'm so touching! LOL

I LOVE,
SIAOTONG ANNA ESTHER BEEYING OKAY!
No need to worry about me or miss me alrdy,cos you'll see me soon!
We're the best okay! Even though we're seperated into different school,but we're still best buddiess & that's forever! :)
My pretty girls,love you kiss!

DUDES,all the best to ya first day of school yeah!
Be happy cos' you're able to get to know alot of new friends, pretty girls & handsome guys!

Everyone is packing their bags and going to school,but not me ;(
I wanna be like them,pack school bags, thinking what to wear to school, thinking what to eat from school, thinking of the lectures, able to use new stationary, carry new bag/pencil case!
I ALSO WANT TO BE LIKE THEM :(

Sorry,last thing i wna say!
I'm craving for Botakj's bbq chicken wings + fish&chips (Side order : Cheese potato & fries )
Chompchomp,bbq seafood with a big cup of sugar cane.
Prata house,mee goreng with alot of ketchup and egg prata and a cup of dinosaur.
Hongkong cafe,beef noodle with shrimp dumpling and a cup of NAI CHA!
Amk S11, BAK CHOU MEE with a cup of lime juice.
Wah i tell you,shiok man! Alicia,no wonder you're so fat,i tell you!
heheeeeee

i swear i wont blog for ........... the day! haha
BYE!

I don't know how many times i wanna blog within a day.
But,i wanna quickly jump to the age of 23 or 24? No reasons, just feel like.

Ohyah one thing i must annouce to everyone. Damn stupid la.
But i just feel like saying, my phone have a pin code, all the pin code and all use to be his everything. Ahh stupid right?! Sucha dimwit! Now that i've change everything,you guys must be cracking your head to crack my pin code right? muahahahaaa!
Cos everyone seems to have fun crack my pin code all the time ;)

Aye shut up and watch your show lah!
Goodnight everybody,miss me love ya~ ;)

SO SAD. I'm left with 3 more disc and im done with HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU.
Tell me how? I'm trying to draggggg the 3 episodes till friday.
I can finish 1 drama in 3 days. And now 3 disc left? I must be crazy man!
Any kind souls is willing to lent me anym dramas? Korea or Taiwan or Hongkong Dramas.
BUT WITH ENGLISH SUBTITLE PLEASE.
Cos some without eng sub giving me hard times in understanding some parts.
Thank you, i love you ;)

OHHHMMMYGOOOOOODDDDNEESSS! 6 more days to go.
Eh no,it's 5 more days to be exact! 120 hours! 7200min! 432000 secs!

I can't wait,please tell me it's gonna be a good news.
Good news doesnt means i'll have baby lah, it refers to my leg, bodoh!

Pet's society is so cute! I'm helping evryone to bathe their pets to get points and coins!
I wanna decorated "MY HOUSE" nicely,buy those new furnitures and stuffs!

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Go check it out,please! Thank you,i love you.

I've a good news,but i cant say it out till the days comes.
Cos i know if i say it out,it wont come true.
In fact i got alot of good news, i can't wait for may to come!!
MAY,may you come faster?!?!

1 word,ELATED!

Saw a beetle while using the com, & i made up this tongue twister.

Peter & beetle are friends,
beetle & peter are friends.
Peter is Beetle's friend,
Beetle's is Peter's friend.

Read it aloud! Muahahahahahhahahaha
Everyone is fuckin laughing out loud at me when i say this to them! LOL!

HELLO ROSEMARY ( i know you're reading my blog,rosemary! haha )

I tell you what,this is my fifth time re-typing those post.
Why? Cos i just don't know what to write. After typing what i wanna say,before i click the "PUBLISH POST", i'll tell myself Aye,"SAVE NOW" is better.

WHERE'S MY WALLET? It's either my mum or my sis took it.
I havent seen it since the day i fell.

&you know what? Everyone is threatening me with that msg. HA!
Saying "you better blablabla if not i tell everyone your msg"
Girlfriends / budds and family bet you know what im talking yeah?
YES it's that msg i text to my close ones the day before the op.
I told them to take care of my family and take care of themself in case im gone!
MUAHAHA,please dont laugh at me lah. Silly of me right?
I cant stop myself from laughing when i read back those msges.
But also cant stop myself from crying when i think back the scene at the operating threatre.

i'm so bored lah,anyway.

Current blog song,
Zombie by The Cramberries.

Fuckin' nice i tell you,thought it's kinda long ago.
Listen once and damn addicted to it.
Begining abit slow,chorus it's the time when you cant stop yourself from singing along.

In your head in your head ZOMBIE ZOMBIE ZOMBIE EH EH O ~

I wanna dye my hair,cut my hair! Buy belt , that pair of vans so many things la.
But i wanna save $$$ to get that wallet!!!!!!!

Ohhya,do check out my blogshop! I've just updated it !!!
Damn cheap rates!

Goodnights everyone! ;)

I've plan what im gonna do and stuff when i'm back in my feets.
I know next week i'm gonna suffer like hell, physiotherapy all stuffs.
But i promise everyone, i won't give up and gonna prove that i can make it!

Please pray hard that everything's gonna turn out great,
cos everyone is waiting for me.
Maybe by the time i'm able to walk,everyone is busy studying , going army, working or stuffs,
but nevermind,i still can go out on my own.
No matter what,by hook or crook i must go out! That's my promise to myself ;)
Watch movie, shopping, L4d, big feast, whatever it is!

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

Last weekends, anna dee lynn double w and xl came. Bubble teas chips and snacks, Fast track, Hellboy & Ghost rider. Shiok man! Ha
This afternoon, penny and gera came. Finish my hao jie chun xiang in 3days.
Now it's Witch Yoo Hee's time! More & more people lending me their dramas!
While i lend them my dad's dvd. Ha! Best collections of dvd in my place,everyone is saying.

Okay give me 12 more days!
24th of April,heaven or hell?

Dinner time,bye dudes!

Omfgggg,"HAO JIE CHUN XIANG" is damn freakin nice! My tears just can't stop flowing.
So handsome man,told you korean guy are so handsome!

Byeeee i'm off to my dramas. ;) Goodnight people.

Ok, hello, welcome to the world!

Beeying Esther, Tabao Mac to my crib, Triple X, 9'o clock pingpong show.
Talk so much, stupid ghost stories, sending new eng songs.
Ohyah sis's friend bough me a Ben & Jerry Ice cream.
Okay la i admit it's my first time eating those tubs ice-cream,so i've no idea wheres the spoon can? haha!

Beeying snatching my lover from me,Van disel. LOL
I never once miss any of his shows,cause he's simply damn handsome though he's in his 40's.
Haha!

Crap. At least i still have my lover with me,haha! His secret admirer. haha!
I'm so crazy over korea guys recently, all those dramas are at fault.
He say he wanna go bleach himself and be a korean guy! Haha
Remind me of my wedding which suppose to be on my birthday. ;(
So now,what's so great about o9o9o9? No more rom on sucha lucky day.
I've quite afew friends who's rom falls on that day,wooho!
The world will be celebrating my birthday with me,you wait and see! haha!

Goodnight sweetheartss!

Happy good friday people!

What a rainy good friday! I'm so hungry and sleepy.
Im almost eating wanton mee everyweek,damn sick and tired of it.
I'm craving for bubble tea from Bishan,Chocolate milk tea! Slurpppyyy!

TELL ME WHAT AM I GONNA DO WHEN I'M ABLE TO GO OUT?


I miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you! Haha!
Hello,i miss you do you know that? Miss you so freakin much. Miss you like hellaa.
Okay, i miss you. & Goodnight.


You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

Haha! I don't want my blog to be a damn wordy one, so pictures.
You may ask, how close we girls are?
Not just heart talks and outing alone, we talk everything under the sun ,
having big feast together, celebrating each other's birthdays, even our family's birthday parties, look at handsome guys, talk about other girls, always believe that we're the prettiest ( im not included in this part! haha), as long as we're tgt it'll be damn noisy, and not forgetting our craziness and madness!
Yes,we do have bad times as well, we used to gossip behind one and other's back &
envy each other. But everything are all past tense,we've grown up together for at least 4-5years? Somehow or rather know about each other's character,so no more dispute.

Envy our friendship? haha!
Sometimes , this is one of the thing i envy about myself, for having such wonderful besties.

Lynn and edrian came this morning,
followed by wanfong clara huiru shuan darryl kaizhow pierre jason huajin & hui fang.
Am i happy? Of cos ;)
I must endure, 16 more days! Alicia you can do it!
Watch 2 more sets of drama, play computer games, talk on the phone more and soon the day will come! Mum have finally allowed me to eat seafood, but she doesnt allow me to take any gassy drinks. Sis allowed me to have half a cup of coca cola.
Woah! This taste is like even better then eating a piece of abalone! haha


Song to introduce!!! DAMN NICE! ;)
"KRISTY,ARE YOU DOING OK" by Offspring.
Can you stay strong, can you go on,
Kristy are you doing OK?
A rose that won't bloom, winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away

This post is just shit,can just skip it off.
Or perhaps noone is reading my blog at all.
Im just a nobody in the world.

Days been real bad for me.
Felt like crying so much,you know.
Fed up with everything little things that's happening.
Including the tiff between me and you.

Gf have been surprising me day after day.
What awesome friend they are,isn't it ?
Lynn and her bf came, anna and keesoon came as well.
Dee came that night,too much to complain about.
Have been stressing over blogshop and my leg stuffs &everything,
which cos those tiffs between us.
Really suck, cos only he understands and tells me what to do.
Im not saying my friends dont understand me well,
but there's always something you dont feel like saying out.
Cos i'm afraid being laugh at or people correcting my mistake.

Insomnia every single nights.
Everyday before going to sleep,everything will pop out in my mind.
My leg , my family , my blogshop , money , my friends and him.
Toss and turn for 3 hours or more then i can finally sleep.


Why dont i use my crutches and go out with my friends?
Alot of people have been asking me
Is not a matter whether i want not,you know.
If i were to fall again,i will never get to walk for the rest of my life anym.
I wont be that lucky to fall agn,you must be thinking.
I've almost fall quite afew times,
lucky my family/friends were around or
if not i hold on tight to something preventing me to fall.
For the past 1 month,it totally suck.
You know what it feel like to lost the feeling of walking.
Just simple walking and i cant even do it.
Totally feel like i've lost one leg?
Exactly one month ago this night,i was so worried for the op.
My life is totally like shit.
Friends have been asking "how are you" "how's life" ...
It used to be GREAT!
Now,i've a hard time answering.
And especially the question "so currently where ya studying at?"
Crap! Shit,gosh!

Some times i wonder, some friends only think of me when they're bored,
they're in need of help, or just some stupid reasons.
Yes of course i've friends who really treated me as their best friends,but not all i reckon.
What are friends for, "PIG DOG FRIEND" translate in chinese.
I learn my lesson after this incident.
Some, you thought they were your best friends then you never forget their shares when you're buying souvenir from overseas,telling them everything from your heart like sisters or brothers,
always spare a thought for them, trying my best to be by their sides when they're unhappy.
You do your part as a friend,but what you get from them?
Treated you like crap, the neglects and all.
Seems like in people's eyes,
im someone who loves to make ppl laugh, that they forgotten that there are times i'm upset/need someone to make me laugh as well.
Maybe i can't be that selfish to ask everyone to be there for me.
Having these handful of good friends is more than enough,is that correct?
I dont wanna mention those who cares and treat me as their best ones,
cos they themself know it vey well.
I love you girls and guys so much.

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I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

I'm so addicted to this song currently, Come On Get Higher by Matt Nathanson.
Best april fool trick in my entire life,i guess.
Only you wil do sucha thing,but so cute!
He don't wanna call or text me the whole day.
And once past 12,you left me a text saying
"It's a trick for ignoring you the whole day,take care of your pig trotter's. Goodnight,D"
Who'll thought of sucha trick,only you fool. Haa!
Reasons,understandable ;)

Just got back from checkup.
3weeks before im able to walk again,
but gosh the swell will be on and off for 6months! WTF?
I won't be able to wear my nice pumps and all,
can even drop the idea of buying my VANS and Canvas shoe.
Craps mans!
Im able to walk straight away after my 2nd op,
which means there's no need for crutches/wheelchair anym.WEEEHOO!~

I wanna quickly get back n my feets,cos .. ..
i wanna go holiday!
Mummy wanna bring me and sis along on her company trip to batam.
Mum is so sweet,i love her so much! Hugging me to sleep every night.
Like a small child,i know
How i wish i could be a small child forever.