Omfg,why did shawn won the campus superstar.
Benjamin was so much better la,wthell.
What if i fall for benjamin?lols!
Everyone knows it's a joke,okay!

Im sucha good girl today.=)
Didnt went out,instead stayed at home doing revision.
Thou i failed to study for long hours,
but at least i did it for like 2hours?hee.
I cant' wait to trim my hair.
Im gonna do it by this week?
Hopefully it will turn out a nice haircut.
Bored,going back to schoo tml again.
Had a talk with mum just now.
She said she dont want me to go ite.
This saying comes from sis as well.
This makes me feel pressurized la.
No idea why im so in love with BFMB nowadays.hahaa.

If you say i dont know him well,
then let's say how much you know him then.=)

3daysgrace,wooohoo!


It's xt bday celebration today la.
Having steamboat @ amk central.
Many unknowns are going as well.
But makes no diff to me,hahaaa!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY XIAOTONG!

sometimes i just cant stand people whose mouth are sooo big
& some who are just sooo slutty.
& they cant keep their mouth shut at times.
Those who are close to me knows who im referring.

Something very ugly happen to monkey's sis.
Causes are by some idoits bunch of childish kids.
They have so much nothing better to do la.
Ended up embarrassing themself nia.
Okays,it's time for me to go get myself change up & go for steamboat.

In the monring went "ding tai fong" for brunch with sis.
They're special for their xiao long bao la.
So sis ordered it,
i thought how yummy was it.
But,alright only.
Or maybe is i dont' know how to appreciate.
Then went to vist granny
& then off to study with conn.
End up,pooling.Hahaa!
Dinnered,arcaded & craps.
Blablablaaa,& now im home.
Still feeling so feverish.
My voice so fulgy la,grrr!
Skipping another day of schoo tml.
& i know i bound to get naggings from many humans for skipping.
=xxxx

Skipped schoo,fcuking sick

More results are out.
By looking at my results,
doubt i can continue next year.
Still,i dont wish to go ite.
Cause i know if i go ite,
im not like what others say,
study hard then go poly.
If i cant even study now how can i study hard when im in ite?
Feeling rather sick these days.
Voiceless,giddy &cough.
Sleepless nights almost everyday.

I MISS MY PIERCING MANZX!

Ahh,gotten some of my results today,
totally sucks man!
Flunk like a piece of shit.
Only for maths, got 67 out of 100.
Woah,PERFECT!
Went for remedials then headed to prata house.
YUMYUMS!
Then went home got myself change & meet up with sis.
Suppose to have dinner with sis,thomas & his friend?
But sis not going,
& if i go sooo damn weird la,
give it a skip.
Reached home @ 10?
Give shawn a call as i was ask to.
& you know what?
He tot my n'lvl was tml,
so...yah!HAHA!
He was nagging asking me to study & blablaaaa.
Then i said " yes,father".
You know what he said?
I sounds like to talking to jesus.
Wahahaaaaaa.
I didnt' mean it la.
Your concern are appreciated!
Ps: benjamin lim,oh please.Stop ruining the cute Benjamin Fan image in my eyes.
No matter what,you cant' beat him in my heart,lol!!

There is a growing field of negative energy between you and a friend or coworker, and it should be addressed head on -- before it has a chance to grow any larger. You can overcome tension most effectively just by being honest. Say what you really feel -- no matter how silly you think it could sound. The more you hold back, the longer it will take to get things back on the right track. Don't wait for the 'perfect time' to talk to them, because it doesn't exist.
This is what my horoscopes said.
How true can it be?
Does my words really helps?

Afterall,the urge of pooling cant' be controlled.
Went pools & arcades 2days in a row.
Today,stayed at home the whole day watching tripleX.
Im really getting to love VIN DIESEL.
Wondering who?

Cant' believe he's 40 right?Omfg.

Evening time went visit granny,
then met wf @ central.
Pooled,had dinner,finding storybooks & arcades.
HAHAA,had so much talkings.
Was raining so the both of us
bought along the "lao kok kok" umbrella.
& she said "this is for protection in case anyone wanna beat us"
LOLXZXZXZ!
& whenever,she on her way home,
i have to chat with her on the phone.
Cos' her way home is tooooooo spooooky.
So,yah that's the reason la.
Omfg,schoo's are back.
Which means it's back to study time.
Being nag for not studying thou n's are soon,
ohno,it's REALLL SOON!hahaa.
Everyone are saying,
if you put in effort & not playing sure can pass one.
hmmmmmm.
Will reflex about' it.
Now,it's time to chat with my suave monk.
So buhbye!

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Prelims have officially ended.
& now,it's time to pepare the n's.
It's 23 days away from my birthday,woahs.
That's sad & that's fast.
After my poa,went my old house to have lunch.
Had my fav. noodles from my old house bishan blk 150.
Yummy-li-cious!
On our way to j8,met my p6 teacher.
Shock that he still rmbs me,hahaa!
Our journey to j8 was fun la.
Sharing of our childhoods adventures,lols.
Being so mad at j8.
Trying on diff caps,looking @ "kewl" keychains & blaaa.
Then it's time to vist granny.
Bought her yummy food,& she loves it!
Brought her to her "ah-ki-punture",muhahahaaa!
(sorry,lazy to check the dic,so...)
Omfg,so gross la,YUCKzxzx!
& blablablaaaa.
Went amk to meet sis,walk around & then,ahha!
Caught tidus & his gf @ this particular jewels shop buying RINGS!
Their getting engage soon!Omgggg.
& they are in their 20 21 nia.
Still,big congrats!Wish ya a peaceful marriage,no games anymore uhs!
hahaaaaa.
Got home,prepare dinner.
& tadahhh,done!
Let me tell you,i really really hate you manzx!
I will curse you for lifetime!


Chio bu right?lols.

Maths was alright,
but no confidence in passing la,hahaa.=x
Physics,omfg.
I know nuts bout' it.
Not totally nuts la,but majority of it!!
As for chi listening,
was alright cos' i did dig my ears!LOLS!
Catched the movie secrets with my sis.
Damn...mmm..errr.
BEST UHS!Touching like hell.
Bet you know,i cried the whole part when he's finding the girl.
If you watch,you know it.
I grade it 4stars.
Cos the story kinda complicated.
Then went to visit granny.
& homed!
Just realize bird nest is just so yummmmmmy!

Had my CHEM & ART papers today.
Chem was rather blaaaa.
Can do those which i've studied.
& obviously BLANK MIND for those i didn' studied la.
I regretted for missing schoo everytime.
Now,i've lost out so many things.
But still,the tution really helps me alot alot!
If not for the tution,
i guess today's paper will be a blank one.Hahaa!
As for art,3hours paper.
After doing 2hours of it,
i was brought to lalaland.
Ohgosh,tml having physics & maths paper1.
Dead shit meat.
Happy,finally got his call after 78591213376843years!
2days = 78591213376843years. =Pp
Sad thing is,he cant' be back before my birthday.
Present from him are on its way!Woahhhhs.
SO LOVING HIMMMMM!Muahahaaa.
The world is just so small la.
Ytd benny msg me & told me he was at this pub.
Meanwhile,i was on the phone with xiang.
When sudden i heard benny's voice.
In the end,they were in the same pub + friends.
-___-///
Everyone is link with each other la.
What a small world afterall.

Chinese paper was fugly la.
It reminds me of my cosy bed.Hahaa!
& everything was in monkey language.
All the 4word 4word,(chen yu?)
Poa,i really really tried my best.
I attempt all the question & not leaving any blanks.
Even i've gotten a zero,it's worth!
Art & chem tml.
Guess im' gonna give up on prelim's art.
Cos i dont' have much time to spare on the preparatory works.
Since it not counted in the nlvl.
So?Why bother so much.
Focusing on chem!!
Time to go hosp then off to tuiton!=)

Ahh,okay.
SCREWED UP!
Here goes my geo & maths paper2.
Both given a BIG F.
As for tml,chi paper 2 & poa.
Hahaa,another gone case for POA.
Pigs can fly if i pass my poa.
Shan' talk much already,
a busy day for me today.=)

It's study time!
Say tartar to :
Shoppings.
Pool.
Arcade.
Partying.
Long hours on the com/phone.
Playing-a-fool.
Ohmygoodness man.
It's gonna be hell for me this 2months.
It's enough to kill me manzx!
Having my prelims tml,MATHS paper 2 & Geography.
No revision done for geo cos' its being given up.
But maths,its definately must be a pass!
Hopefully!!
Not looking foward to my bday at all.
So what if it's a special day?
He's gone,exams are here.
Who will give a damn?
Maybe just afew will,
but definately he's not the one giving a damn.
Last year,everything was so successful.
Unlike this year which im' turning to 16.
Maybe it's like what monkey said.
This is what i choose to be to numb myself.

See the difference.
Before,
After,
Just 1year passed,& see the big diff amongs us.
Prettier,matured & definately taller! HAHAA~

No schoo today,wheeee.
Went to central with sis for lunch then head to amkhosp.
Left the hosp at 4plus,
met wf & anna at central.
Thought can go walk walk,
end up they force me to study.
Saying it's just 3more weeks to nlvl.=C
After that,HE say he wanna meet me.
& blablablaaa,
didn' want to meet him so,
i also don' know how to say dont want.
Till when he's on his way to amk then i told him i cant make it.
End up kenna fk by him,
saying what i dua him these & that.
Wtf la,as if i got say i wanna meet lo.
Pls,i don' need your attitude neither am i someone you can flare your temper at okay!
Get it into your damn head la.
Nowadays,my mood is getting worst.
Why do we have to regret when things are gone,
but not cherishing it when we have it?
I couldn't get myself to cry so all i could do was LAUGH.
Realize i've change?
& the worst could happen was,
my birthday happens to fall on the days betweens nlvls.
So doubt i can celebrate it.
No presents,no celebration.SOBZXZX!
Unlike last year,the best bday celebrated + so many wonderful presents.

Went to marina bay for the fireworks.
Wait,wait & waittttttt.
Till 8,fireworks!
The journey from marina to the mrt station was HELL.
Prespiring like fuck.
Headed to j8 for pasta.
Had mushroom soup & coke nia,
mum's cooking so going home for late dinner.
Sudd got this msg from ben,
asking me to go zouk tml.
Not a underage party,so..
I was like,im' 15+ nia.-__-
Got home,got this special call from this guy.
Hahaa,why i say special.
Cos' it's like 8266401973028 years we last contact each other.
He said he was at amk area,wanna meet.
It's was 11plus at that time.
Didn' meet him not bcos of the time but it's just so weird la..
Somemore i think he's drank? lols!
Saying me heartless for not msging him?& blablaaaa.
grr.
Still thinking whether to go zouk or to meet that special one?
Ahh,shall stop crapping.
Off to answer my suaveee monkey's call.=)

This is,ANNA!
& this,ESTHER.





This is how we end the celebration.
The 4na is on the stage,maddness!(This was the time im' outta bare-footed.)
4formidable!
Most handsome teacher in mfss.




Today's celebration in schoo was AWESOME!
Being so maddddd.
Running around the hall bare-footed.
Singing & waving our hands during sing along.
Not forgetting the "kallang waves".
Everything did not turn out successfully in the beginning.
But in the end was FUNFUNFUN!
Cam-whored.
Then headed to town,got myself a pair of green heels.
But this heels to me,is so damn god highhhhhhhh!
The feeling of wearing suchaa high heels,makes ones feel GREAT!
Walked around till 3plus? Bused back.
I went to the hosp,till 8pm i went home.
Bathe,got myself changed up & had dinner before going for pool.
& now im home!!

Let me crap some shit here.
Tml is national day celebration in schoo,
& we're suppose to be wearing something redddddddd!
So last min,went with wanfong to get this OP tops.
Weird okay.
1@$26.
but, 2@$25.
WEIRDDDD?!?!
& obviously i got 2.
thought of getting for monk but,
aiya,he this type of RICH ASS do not need sucha cheapo shirt right?!
People go for crocodile all this one sial.
So,get it for my dad instead.
See,please say im sucha filial daughter.=)
Not saying my dad is cheapo but at least my dad looks more cool in it compared to monk.=xxxxx
Okays,& now so many are going to krunk02 la.
& me,UNDERAGE MANZXZ!
Wthellll!FINE!
Just give me 2more months,which is after my n's.
& this real party time.
Have this uuuurge to get my tattoo & that 2 eyebrow piercing la.
MONK,pls dont' nag!!!hahaaa!

Yesterday,went bugis with connie.
Bought her tops while i bought my earrings.
Have made up my minds.
If i cant get up to sec5 next year,
tattoos coming it's way.=))
It's like years i last went bugis street & seems like so many many shops are down.
& so many new shops now.
WOAH,big difference la.
I was telling connie,the next time i come,
bugis street will be TOTALLY GONE.hahaa!
Had sakae for dinner,& i tell you what.
The both times i went bugis for sakae both time the aircon is damn hot!
WTHELL!It's worst then sitting at a coffeshop.
I swear im not going there for sakae,never again!
Then look 133 which goes to suntec & then a big round back.
Was bout' an hour journey?
Butts are hurting!!
Went amk for arcading,saw SO MANY HUMANS LAAAA!
Met up with wf they all,& blablablaaa.
& there i goes again,splitting water on anna's face.
GOSH!This time is coke,hahahaa!
Sorry anna,=x
As for today,my house downstair having some sort of carnival.
Reaggae songs are rocking my area.
There's some sort of pasa malam at the soccer field.
&& lee kuan yew is coming in the evening,i think.
The whole amkst 31 is BLOCK from 3pm to 8pm.
GOODNESS!!

Currently so in love with this song,tearsdrop on my guitar by TAYLOR SWIFT.
It's totally awesome la thou it's kinda oldddddd.haha!
Being so emo nowadays,listening to the love songs makes me THINKS.
Songs by BLUE OCTOBER are real WOAHHHH okay.

Good things eventually will end.
Thou a REAL bad thing has ended,but a good thing has happen.
What good thing happen i shall not say,but bad thing.
Uhh,which is im starting to stop everything that i given.
Whatever i do,in return i get nothing but attitudes la.
Shall not speak bout' this.
Today didn' go for my remedial,too tired!
Went to meet sis for lunch then headed home for a nap.
& then went to visit granny.
Stayed with her till around 9plus?
&& back home.=)

Went nafa the arts schoo during art lesson.
The art work done by some students from other schoo,are ABSOLUTELY AWESOME la.
After schoo,attend all remedials.BRAVO!
Went opp that coffeeshop for late lunch cum dinner.
The whole day i was LUAGHING non-stop manxz.
Cant' stand those crazy-ness with these bunch of girls.HAHAAA!~
He ma = hippo / seahorse / hypo.
ROFL.
Then went amk hub with geraldine,yiling,penny & jieying.
& we're still luaghing.. -__-
met mum then came home together.
Didn' visit granny today,too tired.
But i'll definately go tml.=)
Tartaarrr.