JUMPSTYLEZX JUMPSTYLEZX JUMPSTYLEZX !!

Someone's learning jumpstyle la,so tempting! ha!

I want learn leh, after my o's your turn to teach me okay? hehe

It's so cool when i watched the video in youtube. SO COOL MANS!

Girlfriend's birthday bbq last weekends!

I've ought to wish her cause i suppose to be the last one to wish but,gosh i forgot!
Don't worry i'll wish it next year the day before ya birthday ha!

Ton at this particular lan shop @ opp parklane.

English Chinese and ss prelim paper was blahh. Screwed?

Holidays is here, birthday is here, prelims is here, o's is here as well!

Should i be happy that school life is finally over,

or should i be sad that i'm one step to be an adult? NUTS!

He has been very understanding with me nowadays.

I've been flaring my temper at him and friends. Sorry!

Instead of blaming me, he always gives in.

What i great boy-friend i have right? ha! BOY-FRIEND SEH!? Kidding la

Serangoon to party world to junction8 to dota.

Accompanied lynn to find uncle zen to take help boyfriend take things.

Craps with her,&gossips behind people's back. ha!

Nah we not that kind of bad la,we merely speak about the particular guy.
Private&Confidential! ha!

We even mention how we want our kid to look like.

Her bf came not long,gave me a ride back.

Weeee~sang my lungs out @ partyworld.

Can you believe i cried out when i was singing half-way? ;(

Ha too emo already la.

Dota @ zyan's place with his sister&dee.

2 desktop 3 laptop, electricity like free one.

Why do all ah beng have younger siblings? LOL

That's one common Q i always ask my friends.

Her sister more pro than dee hor,dont play play. LOL

HOMED!

I wanna smile , laugh and scream my lungs out.

Can i, do i still have the ability to smile like the way i used to?

No words to describe.

THE LONELINESS.

VIRGO - The One that Waits.

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget the one and only.

Your desire to know what's real from fantasy is more important than ever. Keep in mind facts can sometimes be stranger than fiction. Be willing to let go of the fantasy of what you think

someone might be like when you discover their true nature.

English oral was great? I hope so.

The examiner laugh at my i/c saying i look cute. LOL!

"Are you a cleanliness person?"

"Definitely big no! I'm always being nagged by my mother to tidy up my room. "

HAHA! "Like in what ways will you do" ( Not exactly the same,but roughly the same )

"Whenever my mum nags at me, i will just chunk all the clothes into my wardrobe as she won't check thoroughly.& stack up those books and put one side of the room.?

WAHAHHAHAAAAA! Sorry i can't stop laughing,it just reminds me of the time when i was young.HAHA!

Isn't it a joke? Laughing means good or bad?

Sorry,but i really need to vent my angers so yea?

See if you're clever enough.

Please mind my uncivilise manner for once? Thankyou.

Stupid ljk,honggan la!You think you really that great uhs?This time you really pissed me off okay.The last time i cried during school days because of relationship is like 4years back?&now,tears just couldn't be controlled.I used to think that this one sided love is still worth it,but fuck it!You make me think that i'm sucha crap by being so dumb,big fool!You know what,go and find your girls.Ask them to msg you,chat with you whenever you're bored.Club and grind all the girls there la.Bua all you want,you can also have one-night stand with them.Go make babies la you,fucker!!don't know why i will fall for sucha dumb like you,must be my bak chu pak stamp uh!

Yesterday went over to J8 to find the girls to study.
Brought along big stack of books,and guess what?
I just did the finish my chem multiply choice question.Wth!?
Planned to finish all my homework that day but too bad.
Didn't have the mood to study much.
S11 for dinner then train-ed back to amk for pool.
Was msging or should i say quarrelling with FH the whole night.
Pooled till 12plus,suppose to meet the guys for dota but damnit.

FH totally spoil my night.
Heart-talk with girlfriend on msn,while was on the phone with monkey.
Told him every single thing about my feeling and stuff,&yea tears came rolling down.
He seems to be like my diary,pouring all sorrows at him.
Slept only @ about 4plus 5?

Woke up 10am in the morning,dragg myself up to go to the temple with family.
Bused back myself as they went to visit my granny.
Took my books and everything then left to kb mac to study with girls.
Being chased out,change of location to some void-deck.
Talking more than doing work la,as usual right?

FH.
Do you know why i got so fed up?
This was the first time you flare up at me,
&the first time we ever quarrel ever since the ever first day i knew you.
Just because of him,we've become sucha a state?
Hello? It's gonna be my birthday soon?
Is this gonna be the present from you?
I don't need anyone to interfere about my feelings,and i really meant it.

I know you meant well for me,don't worry about me okay?

I'm a big girl already ;)

&don't you ever think of stepping outta my life understand,that's an order!

I love you so much,in the sense that you're the bestest boy-friend i ever met/have!

Hello my new name is DOTA. Ha!

Everyone's topic with me nowadays is 'DOTA YO!' 'What bout' dota tonight' blablablaa.. ;X

New words dee taught me "SUP HOE!" ( kinda vulgar la ha! )

Putting lots of thing down my mind as possible, i don't wanna be mad one day. LOL

Nights classes everyday till 8pm.

Imagine school starts 7.20am - 8pm.

Though it's not compulsory, but will try to go whenever i'm free from tuition?

( Only been once since it started on tuesday, ha! )

Friday night spend @ homed.

Tml study during afternoon plus tuition then,it's DOTA time! Ha! ;)

Sorry,doubt there'll be any pictures nowadays.

Nothing much to take?

And you know what?

My 17th birthday is coming in less than a month?

Recall back, birthday presents / celebration was great since 4 years back.

2oo4, the most impt present from my ex was his words plus my bracelet and ring &with my girls.

2oo5, with my lovely friends @ serangoon with that big birthday card and manymany gifts.

2oo6, Opened bbq with those gifts and not forget that bouquet of flowers from jeffrey.

2oo7, Dine with family , Towntime with my girls , Serangoon with those freaks ha!

2oo8 ????

Actually ain't really looking forward to it.

Why? It's not something big like 16, 18 or 21 birthday.

So what's there to look forward, i know he'll be forgetting my birthday.

No wish / gifts from him.

Just outing with my freaks or girls and family. That's all?

Or perhaps noone will remember it's my birthday even??

Good nights!

Do you know how tired i am these days? Everything has been real FUCK for me.

Scored a C6 for my damn Chinese, retake is the only choice.

Whenever i lie on my bed,i just couldn't sleep in peace.

Either i'll stare at the ceiling for hours or nightmares.

I would just cry when i'm lying on my bed without any reasons.

And when i'm in class i just love to doze off. Fuck it!

Freaking life,& with your nonsense is making me worst.

Tml gonna have my arts prelim paper.

&damn not even one quarter of preparatory work is done.

I don't even have the friggin' mood to do anything.

Here i am, pissed with my life and yet you could still give me all these nonsense la.S

Sometimes i'm really thinking why should i live.

I know my family is not putting any pressure on me.

I'm just pressuring myself,cause i really don't wish to upset them with my o's.

Can i don't go school tml and just go for the art paper?

But what about the other subj?

O's really coming and how can just skip school as and when i like?

I think i'm really gonna go crazy one day! ;((((((((((((((((

Could you be alil more caring at times so that it will makes me feel better after sucha hectic day.

Why do you do these to me?

Why do you do these so easily?

Saturday,woke up early to meet dee for some chat while passing me something.

Cabbed to town,got myself a pair of pumps and shirt.

Went over to Parklane for pool,receive a call from jaden asking me to go downtime.

Bused over there,wasn't feeling well in the first place.

Damnit,did something so gross and embarrassed la.

I vomited out @ the toilet entrance,and is like so many people looking at me.

Ran out, phone many people.Thinking what should i do.

Conver w jaden.

Jaden : think you really pregnant la

ME : ya ya like real hor..

Jaden : if not why keep vomiting

ME: See you only vomit.

Jaden : pregnant la..

ME: I didn't even have sex can have baby la hor?

(This is the answer to your curiosity)

Beeying ask me to cab over to amk to find her.

Dee says he wanna come fetch me home.

Sis bf ask me to cab back.

Girlfriend says she wanna come find me.

Ended up,stayed till the guys finished gaming then bused back to amk.

Slack with them at some void-deck for some heart-talks,

and over to buy bak chou mee for my dad and sis bf then back to void-deck for chats.

Everyone feeling so emo.

Back home only @ 3plus 4 if i'm not wrong?

Feeling so sucky today, feel like vomiting the whole day.

Wanted to go to bed after my tuition.

But my phone keep ringing like nobody business.

Be it text or phone calls, i need some peace.

So,sorry if i've throw tantrum at you/rejected ya calls dudes,please understand that i'm sick.

plus sorry edmund for not joining you guys @ downtime,next week perhaps? ;)

sorry girlfriend for unable to accompany ya for dinner. :)

Perhaps i've been hangout with guys therefore it's a revenge taken?

What else to say? Enjoy flinging with girls then.

Yeah i'm jealous, is it wrong?

I'm back to blog.
Tried to do as much revision as i can,do enough?
Few more days and i'm gonna get back my Chinese o'levels result.
I dreamt i got c5 for it,ohmans! DAMN,hopefully my dream doesn't come true.

Gave school a missed on Wednesday.Lazy? Tired? Spot checks?
Met dee&lynn for lunch , Central with sis , central with girls...
Sorry dee and lynn for missing out in the shopping date with you guys!
Another day i'll repay ya back sorry ;x

It's national day today!
School for the mini sing along then off for the holding hands thingy.
Central for lunch with girls then home to get myself changed up to met my partner.
Cine to catch "the love gunu" thingy show. Forgot whats the tittle la.
Quite a funny one,much more better then zohan okay!
Roam around the whole of town then bused back.
In the bus,felt like vomiting so got down the bus and decided to walk to partner's place,
while waiting for jaden's call/text.
Down to thomson to find jaden and his friends,
one of them which happen to be my pri school friend.
Downtime,learn many other games instead of just mainly dota?
(Dota , half-life or half-live la something like that? and CS)
I did killed people okay! I find myself much better in half-live. Ha!
The feeling of vomiting comes again,spoil my mood of gaming. DAMNIT!
Ran out of the lanshop,finding a spot where there's noone so that i can puke.
Kinda awkward when there's so many people staring @ you puking? YUCKS~
Thanks goodness saw partner there and she gave me tissue!
Feeling so hungry,so initialled to go to prata house for supper.
I know,vomiting and yet i can eat sucha oily stuff?!
Cabbed back with qinhan&zhiwei while some continued and some individual cab.
Tml gonna be a long day for me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
And 1 more month to my birthday,
i'm not looking forward to anything just hoping you would remember this day of mine.
That's all i wish for. ;)

Updating my blog now before i forgot what to blog the next time.
Don't wanna use the net for a period of time.
Once my lappy is on,it'll defenately be on for hours!
Why? Been neglecting my studies? Don't wanna give myself any more hopes from him?


Yesterday ended dota @ parklane,back home only at 4am.
Woke up at 9am, family together with my granny went to East Coast for early lunch.
Drove around till 1, cancelled my tuition.
Home till received a call from beeying.
Down to central, @nebo the whole evening.
Board games ( Uno stacko, uno cards and scrabble ), finger foods & drinks and heartalks.
Okay it's indeed a nice place to study? Eat? Enjoy? Relax? Just a nice spot to stop at. ;)
Home to shit, and suppose to do some revision but aiya tomorrow. ha!
Tomorrow never seems to come. ;x



I admit i'm kinda of childish in thinking, entertaining with your nonsense.
Wake up your god damn mind!!!!!!!
No hopes nothing i will get from you so don't even think about it.
For everbody's/his info, dee is not my boyfriend.
Not once before, not now but not sure in future will we? ha!
He should jolly well knows who's in my mind now,so don't say whoever is my boyfriend.
If you wish you agitate me with any girls,go ahead..
I'll force myself not to bother you anym, i really hope i can.
Please,i can't afford to screw up my o's just because of one person.

Happy belated birthday,beeying!
Celebrated beeying's birthday @ balestier for bak kut teh.
J came and drove us to kennel island, indeed it's quite a nice scenery.
Birthday song , blew cake , oh ya peh ya som game (LOL) and TCC.
Though it's rather a simple day but bet she had a great day with us yea?


Spend my Friday night @ home,dota-ing.
Eh wondering i've downloaded it? Nah, zyan lent me his laptop to play. ha ha!
Thank you for the trust to leave your wife in my care. he he..
As for today? Went over to esther's mum bbq during evening.


Happy birthday auntie,&thanks for the yummy food! ha ha


Going meet dee, lynn&bf later. Dota? Movie? or town?
No idea, intially suppose to meet them yesterday.
But i was kinda tired and shagg ytd so didn't want to step outta yea.
Ok,i'm gonna upload my pics.
But let me think of ways to upload it in a not so messsy way okay. ha ha