Those days at kpool.=)
Gotten more results.
Physics -> 11/25 DAMNIT Failed by just 1pathetic mark.
English P1 -> 19/30 BRAVO!
English P2 -> 11/25 DAMNIT, 1 mark again!?
Most of my papers fail by 1 or 2 mark la.DAMN!
But afterall,i'm kind of satisfied? LOLL!
Been doing most of my homeworks&trying so hard to pay attention in class.
Changing for the sake of my future or someone?Not sure either.
Where to go after my o's?
Poly? U-turn to ite? Or start finding a stable job? I've no idea.



Without those msges to disturb me during lesson time is it better off?
Somehow,i'm still hoping to recieve your phonecalls or msges.
Idk why did tears came rolling down when i was looking at my phone.
dk what's happening.
Maybe you're avoiding,maybe it's finished?
I R M Y S M.

Schedule for march is out.
&what the fuck mans!
I'm no longer working @ suntec instead at bugis.
I hate to work at bugis la,
how many familar faces will i be seeing mans!Damnit!
&there's noone i knows at bugis,arghhh!
Working hours will be from 5pm-10pm.
Just 5hours of work per week.
Good's&bad's.
Lesser $$ more enjoyments.FfFUCK!!!
Should i even quit my job instead?

Woohoo,gotten some papers back.
Com. humans -> 67/100 DAMN SATISFIED!! (FOR ONCE I PASS C.H FOR CA)

Maths ->18/20 SATISFIED,quite a number of people fail.
Chinese -> 20.5/50 Muahaaaaaaa!
Chem -> 6/25 WTF?! LOLL
&the rest not sure yet but bound to fail la.=)
HI5,esther & me was satisfied with our marks.Hahaa!
Yea,at least there's some improvements on my subjects.
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!=xD
Eng&Chi oral this 2 days.
Chinese oral was screwed up as usual.
I spoke in english&i "ummm-ed"...LOLL!
Freakin' tired,gonna sleep soon,BUHBYE!

You&me..
Sometimes with your explaination it makes me hurt even more.
I rather you don't speak a word.
Make up your mind &let everything be an end.
Yes,after knowing the truth,i will cry&stuff.
But isn't it better than giving me so much fake hopes?
An answer don't know doesn't answer anything.
Don't mention any other girls names to me.
Don't even compare me with them,i know they are prefect &i'm not.
Go ahead be with them then.
Yes so what if i am jealous, is it a crime?


Whenever i felt so lonely,
i was waiting for your calls&msges.
But when my phone rings it's never from you but from the others.
When i gotten my results,
i so much wanted to tell you how happy i am,
yet not a word from you.
When i was so depressed about everything,
i was so wished you were right there to cheer me up.
Yet it was others who cheered me up.

Should i be glad or upset about everything?
Glad for the happy times?
Upset for the fake hopes?
At times,you can be so concern for me&all.
At other times,you can just give me a cold shoulder treating me as tranparent?
What am i to you,i wonder..

DODADODAHEHHS!=))

Friday night,was with sis,thomas&junhong to catch "L change the world".
Aftermath,kpool with my girlf's in the night.
i saw myHUNK you know!
i spent my saturday working,but it was a wonderful day@work.
Omgggggg!It's all coincidence la!
Maybe you guys won't think he's handsome,but you know la...
Only my girls know what type of guys i will only think that they're handsome.
Like,jialee? A.t? Monkey?&blablablaaaaa whom i've said they're handsome before?LOL
Anna&zhaojiecame to look for me while i was working,so sweet of them.=)
then beeying&conn came around 8plus,headed to cuppage for pool.
Aftermath,beeying went to find her bf&the two of us trained to bishan.
Cabbed down to thomson for prata!
You know what,i close the cab door leaving my toes outside the cab.
How dumb of me rights?
now it hurts like mad la.
Was on the phone with myBeloved whole night long,
which cause me to miss 1night of sleep.
Wondering why humans have so much things to talk at times.
also because of his call i woke up early in the morning @ 10am.arghhh
Lalala,i'm not going schoo tml.
Too lazy as i'm shortage of sleeps
don't wanna get caught for my hair for no reasons.=)
I'll stay at home and study.haha!


I LOVE TO BE UNIQUE.
I hate people to have the same things as me.
Dont' turn your back at me,cause i don't need it.
Assuming things when you don't even know what's happening,,i don't give a single shit.Telling me lies over&over again,then i guess knowing you is just a lie as well.
That's all i wish to say to my love ones.

I trusted both you&me.
That's why......yet you say those words to me.
Remember the words you said to me today.
I'll not forget what you just said.
Since you've already assume things of your own,
then why bother bombing my phone with your calls&msges?
&especially that last msg of yours?
Does the last msg really meant from your heart?
If that's the case,i guess there's nothing else for me to say.

The weekends can i say was great?Gambling weekends.
Friday night was @ zhiwei's place for poker.
Lost!Sway....
Lastnight,poker@my house.
Everything was fun with my peoples in my house.
&again i lost over 70bucks,ohhmans!
But still have damn lots of fun with these jokers,
THANKS PEOPLE FOR THE FUN!
THANKS MUM FOR THE BUSY DAY!

Happy belated valentine day people!
Thanks peoplesssssssss for hte chocs..
Thanks girls for the sweet flowers...
Thanks annaswee for that fav.choc!
Thanks melv for that pathetic but pretty stalk of flowers.
Thanks myfuturehusband DEE for the necklace!
Thanks partner SHULING for the accompany!

Watched "jumper" with my partner ytd.
Roamed around amkhub after our movie.
Aftermath,passing & buy peoples present here&there.
Then headed to botakJ@tpy.
Went to surprised est with her bf& a bouquet of flowers.
End up....hais!
Homed around 11plus.
I'm so envy with everyone.=xD
They have beautiful flowerssssssss except for me.=(
But afterall i'm glad cause,SOMEONE WAS WORRIED WHO I'M OUT WITH A GIRL OR GUY EHS?
Muahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
As for today,
i woke up @ 7instead of 6 Overslept!
&schoo for blablablaaaa total defense day shit.
Quarrels&arguement with family got me soooo fed up!
But everything was cool down after.......yea?
@the bull's house for poker this evening.
Lost $$$,but afterall once in the year..
so,yea..i'm not upset or anything.=DD

Heyya people,i'm back to blogg abit.haha
CNY was great?
Countdown with lynn&melvin at my house.
Then to kpool with sis&bf.
1stdayofCNY,relatives in&out of my house,
aftermath headed to kbox till 3am,sang my lungs out!
2nddayofCNY,again relatives in&outs then to boatquay.
I've learned 5 10 15 & the dice games yea?loll
Got alil tispy that day,but still was rather blahh..
3rddayofCNY,worked from morning till night.
My girls came to find me during my closing.
Headed to bugis for supper then went to find dad&sis.
Went to the airport to "welcome back" mummy.
Mum got me a burberry shawl,so touched mans!
&on the 4th day,went over to anna's place for steamboat&poker!
Aftermath to cousin's place for gathering&dinner.
I WON WON WON!Wipppies!! LOL
Did i miss out anything else?I guess not..
Will upload more pics once I GET IT BACK FROM PEOPLE!
As for these 2days in schoo,was as usual BLAAAAH!
&you know for once i got 73for my ss!
Hoooooow miralce is it mans!
Downtime with girls to get the thingy..&then pastamania!
I've a date with my valentine on 14ofFEB.
&my date is a girl,hahah!

Is it worth for me or not?
I know i maybe kinda silly but.. ..haiss!

See that COOL teacher of our class,LOL!


























GONG XI FA CAI! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
Schoo's celebration was fun!
After schoo,headed to anna's place as she got herself change up then to my house.
Xiaotong&her got their nails done then off they went for thier reunion dinner.
My reunion dinner was with dee?!
Wierd?Cause my dad went out,mum is japan&sis at her bf place.
So dee came knocking on my door surprising me.
&as you know dee is malay so he don't have whatsoever reunion dinner,yea?
I missed those young days when after reunion dinner me&sis will go to the voiddeck to play fireworks.
Can't wait to see my relatives,get my angbaos,playing blackjack,win $$!!!
Muahahahaaaaaaa!
&gosh,i have to work on saturday which is "CHU SAN".
Damnit,all my programs are on that day.
Relative's party,more vistings,class dinner,mum's coming back&melvin's place for dinner.
So what the.......how many angbao & fun am i gonna miss man!
So saddddddddddddddd!

Today's lesson was totally ....GONE,lol.
First 2 period,(POA)slept through out,shiok!
Third period to library surpose to do some quiz yet the whole class is copying away.-_-
fourth period,chinese!Story-telling.
&then went to AMK LIBRARY,eat&did some research for our art.
&you know what,i got 70 for my art CA.=DDD
Back schoo for assembly,which was totally havoc.
Homed to change&then went to woodlands for seoulgarden.
Yea,my pay is here!&angbaos are here!$_$
It's sooooo long since i laughed my whole day long ever since.. ..
=DDDDDDDD

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
'Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you seems to be a lie,
A countless, twisted lie
That made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

Mummy first call from japan,weeeeee!
I miss her soooooooo much!
Mum said she got something for me,can't wait for her to come back.
&&she given me my angbao before she left.
Who says children can't give our parents angbao?
Esther laugh at me for giving myparent&granny angbao since i know how to save $$$,which was p4.=((

ILOVEMUMMY,thou we always argue around.=xD

Was so freaking sleeepy during lessons today.
Slept only at 1plus,as was on the phone with monkey.
Woohoo,i'm being praise for having a talent in art.=xD
English remedial after schoo,
then have to take the chemistry dianostic test while all my girlf's went central without me.=(
Cause i was absent that day when they took the test.
So,only me&yiling went for the test.
We're like discussing the answers all along,haha=xD
But still,i've confident that i will FAIL,lol!
Went over central to find girlf's.
Me,esther,anna&selena shared a havanas for kaizhow's bday.
I didn't even know how it look like,then it's passed to him already.Lol
Bought manymany muahchee,soooooo craving for it la!
Then went for dinner
&aftermath,siaotong came over my house.
Chats,looking @ myCNYclothes&then pedicure for her.HAHA!
&soon,after blogging&doing my homework,i'm gonna sleep!
Yeas,tml is like half day schoo for us.
Cause during reccess,we're going to AMK library to do our art research.
&in the evening,me&my girlf's going for a movie then to our reunion dinner.
Another reunion dinner with my classmates
&another with melv&guys,yeas!=DDD

After all I tried to do,
stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted,
I can't let you know
And I won't let it show

Friday,went shopping spree with mysis&herbf for our CNY clothes.
Yea,got myself 1dress,1top&makeups.
Spend over a hundred la,=(
Then headed to balastier,had damn advanced reunion dinner including my grandma.
Cause' my mum is gonna fly to japan in afew more hours time.
I should be going along with her,
but then all because of my stupidlities causes me to give it a miss instead.=(
The dinner was awesome with the steamboat,seafood&ABALONEEEEE,it's damn full la!
Happy family again.=DD
Can see from granny's face that she absolutely happy la.
&i never failed to be a joke of everyone in the family.=xD
Aftermath,went central to find my girlf's for pool.
Today,which is saturday,downtime with annaSWEE!
Got myself another dress,pumps,leggings&aTube.
Which costs me another hundred over,damn goodness!
My card is left with pathetic 10bucks,&i've yet to get my vintage bag&my pedicure!
GOODNESS GRACIOUS,i need my pay quick,2moredays!
Or perhaps,the bag can wait till after new year but not the pedicure!
Cause i wanna show people my beautiful nails,=xD
Nails is the only thing to beautify myself,so....yea.haha!
Then came along beeying,siaotong&conn.
Kpool was packed,so ended up at funland for pool.
Argggh,after since i'm officially 16,i seldom step into funland.=x
It's so sucks la everything there!
Backed home around 11plus12.
&i'm gonna stone at the com till 3am&then send my mum to the airport.
I'm sooooooooo gonna miss her naggings&everything la.
Nobody to wash the clothes,do the dishes,hang the clothes,mop the floor&everything in the house.
So this teaches you,LEARN TO DO YOUR OWN CHORES!haha =xD
Yeas,&i'm off to do my things,BUHBYEEEEE!