My sat afternoon was spent working,as usual.

Went B.ts to find kelly during my breaktime.

Caught up alot with her nowadays lifes.

After work,cabbed down to CQ the penthouse.

Blablablaaa,fed up with some happenings la.

But yea,things were back to normal with my girls.

Night was so hot with my girls la.

&as usual there's people tapping my shoulder&worst flip my hair.Whatthe...?

especially when i don't even know them.

Aftermath cabbed back with ianG,zhiwei&keith.

Reached home around 5?

bathe,com awhile &then 1st meal of the weekends,

which also says i didn't had a meal on sat.

Then headed off to malaysia with family.

Didn't had a nap at all,was so freakin tired mans.

Attend some blabla's wedding&fook!

The bride is one yr younger then me while the groom is 21yrs old.

Shotgun(is it spelled this way?) everyone is looking down upon them.

But to me,isn't getting married a better idea then to abort the child?

Cause i really despise those who aborts their child,i really will look down on these peeps.

LOL,&so the whole restuarant were majority youngster?

Sis&i were laughing @ them la,thinking that they are so SIAT like that.

Went to blabla's house,&i fell asleep while everyone is yekking about this&that.

Caught in the jam on our way back,reached home only@9plus.

I've lostmy voice due to the screaming&yelling@the club,

fever as i didn't have enough sleep.

I'm soooooooo reluctant to go school tml,ohhmansss!

&ohya,i've decided to try quiting smoking?

Ask me why? He's the reason to it.=)

Things are back to normal but i believe somedays we'll definately quarrel agn.

So what's the big deal yeah?

You cause my day to end this way,fuck.
You got me in sucha a good mood early in the morning&now fuck,
what i did wrong to get you so fed up.

I like you, i admit but there's a limit to everything okay.
I just can't stand the attitude of yours!
I've nothing much to talk to you,end it this way by all means.
You got me totally moodless to even club tml!
Imagine,club is some part of my life.
& i have no mood to go because of you,wtf is this man!
I'm really sick&tired with all these.
If you choose you walk out, don't ever come back.
If you choose to come back, don't ever walk out upon me agn&agn.
I can't stand all these nonsense anym.
Don't fool my feelings around like an idoit.
Sorry i'm not that kind of girl,look for someoneelse instead then.
I don't need those sweettalks like any other girls loves.
I don't need your cares&concern when your heart is not even with me.
Neither do i need your sympathy.
Doing all these when you already knows my feeling?
Like everyone is saying you're just making use of me or just a fool to you?
I don't need these 2days of sweetness&another day of quarrel.
That's all i wish to say.

&&anyw,special thanks to that someone who cheered me up when i'm sooo down.
You got me smiling away just because of your words.
You're the best guy in the world mans,&i swear you really are.
Someone who never flare your temper at me no matter how rude i was to you.
Someone who's always there whenever i needed a listening ears.
&so much more la.&also those girlf's who were always lending me a listening ears.
I will be strong like what i used to be yea?
Don't forget i'm as strong as a bull.=D

Down to visit granny after schoo,then to suntec for some window shopping.

Royal sporting house is having clearance sales!

I swear i wanna get that VANS SHOE& that PUMA BAG& the SOME SPORT BRAND SHOE!

When am i gonna get my pay man!

&&ohya i've to save $$ for great s'pore sales.

It's end of may, i think. Gonna shop like hells.

So much i wanna do, get my hair done , bermudas , more short dresses&blablaa.

Headed down to BotakJones dinner.

So much laughter&soo much food,lol!

Day was xtremly great with girlf's la.

Walked to bishan,rockfever then walked down to amk.

Coolrights,haha!Legs was freakin' tired la.

See how happy i can be with my girlf's&see how pathetic i am now when i'm alone.

Applebottomjeans; boots with the fur~shawty got lowlowlowww.

Just wouldn't get sick of this song. hahaa~
left schoo early, stomach crampzzzzzz plus was kinda tired&sleepy to attend any remedials.
ENCHANTED then took 4hrs of nap &back to wahjong.
Craving for botak now! I WANNA GO THERE TML! =DDD



Schoo's out2 @ penthouse on this sat ; 29thmar.
&
@Butter factory on tuesday ; 1st april
Intrested,just leave me a msg in my friendster.
(alicia_o6@hotmail.com) =D

Ahh,boredom mans!!~
(that pic was taken while waiting for my turn,wahjong)
Ytd,the day was the greatest after 2years i swear.Haha
Only my girlf's & melv should know why.
Whatelse besides schoo, studies, revision, com & wahjong.
Level upupupup!~=DD
I'm really in need of many many hours of sleep man!
Every night i'm just sleeping at 1plus or even up to 3am?
Omfg,hell sleepy&tiring la.
On the phone with fucker till middle of the damn night.


I regretted,really really regretted.
Why didn't agree in the first place? how dum can i be.
Perhaps, maybe, somehow?
Tell me i'm not dreaming&even if i'm can i really don't wake up?
lalalalallalalalalalalalaaaaaa~
There's one thing i kept to myself.
Tell nobody about it,wasn't because it's a secret or what so ever.
Instead it's cause i don't know how to put in words.
I realize i'm getting this weird feelings towards you?
Things might seems so close but the fact is,i'm starting to don't understand you?

&you asked me will i be there for you;

my answer is i will always be there no matter what happens.

HEYYA dudeys!

My life is full of craps man!

Was food poisoning that time&now growing of wisdom tooth.

The pain is is making me nuts man!?

Thought of plucking it out but everyone's saying the pain isn't bearable.

&it cost $40 over just to pluck a damn tooth?

But money isn't a prob to me but to my mum,haha!

I'm just afraid of the pain.......=(
Was shortage of sleep last night due to dee's call,arghhhh!~
But.............
For once i didn't sleep during POA lessons okay!
As you know,ever since i dropout that subj almost every lessons me&est will be sleeping.
But today,did our chinese letter writing (by copying anna's work,lol)
Was chatting so much with est,from work to life to friends to GUYSSSS!
Guys are just sucha bother,isn't it? lol
Down to central for our lunch,time to enjoy before remedials starts agn.
Gotten est stupid CJ7 pen&some sort of keychain or whatever.
Was searching high & low for that stupid bug thingy.LOLL =x
But it's actually quite cute la! haha
Me & est plan to do our homework for once agn but when i reached home?!?!
I realize the worksheet was not in my bag.How stupid can i be!
Since i have the urge to study,so texted val to meetout & study.
Did our assignment under some voiddecks yea?
After an hour of doing it's time to chat.
&again from schoo to GUYSSSS.
Guys is never out of girl's topic,if you notice.HAHA!
Dinner&back home.=DD
But guess i'm gonna get nagggg by mr tan for not attending his makeup session during the holidays & even not doing a single art! =xxx
He's one real naggy man,blablaaaa!!

P.s no pictures taken recently so yea?


that fucker is jealous cause i told him i was out studying with my boyf.Haha!
How cute can he be when he's jealous.

Had this virus in my stomach,in simple it's food poisoning.
Injection, dozens of medications & got a mc.
I've recovered or have i not, i don't know either.
The vomit feeling comes after a puff.

Yes, these days had been miserable or happy, i don't know either as well.
I met HIM ; i miss that fucker?
Times passes so quickly that i've like him for almost a year?
All of us had been so speechless recently.
Remembered the fucker saying i would be his first person on his bike.
But, will it still happen?
No, i wouldn't cry for him anym.
Not that my feelings are gone is that,i think i'm doing it right this time.

& yet WTF,I felt so neglected suddenly.

I feel better calling him fucker, lol.

Cause he's just a motha' fucker who gets me waiting&waiting.

Vomitted like fuck.
Every single thing even sweets,drinks&medi can make me puke.
&my gastric is so freakin' pain now.
Don't know when will i die.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YLIING!
HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY TO DENNY.

2days of some career talks was like damn boring la.
Slept for around 2hours for the first day,woah!
Whenever there's a chance to sleep,i'll never miss it.HAHA!
&as for today slept for just half an hr or so.
Celebrated yiling's bday during mrs leong class.
Smashing her face onto the cake,GROSS MAN.
Skipping the day off tml.
LONG WEEKENDS! Thur, fri, sat &Sunday!


Bounce@DXO on 2oth is $14.
Schoo's out2@DXO on 22nd is $13.

Just got back from central not long
&see the time,it's already 12am plus.Gosh!
New term new start,
was excited to go schoo to attend that 2periods of POA.
Slept throughout,great!
Down central for lunch with anna&bubbletea.
Got home,com&then down central agn.
This time was with sis&friend to kpool.
SmallS,chats&drinks.
Just realize the earth was so small,he knows my friend&blaaa.
JOKE!

HE:Can lent me lighter?
ME:orhokay-_- (Wondering how he knows i smoke,&i pinch my sis)
HE:Not your sis who told me,just can tell by the face?
ME:huh ok.
HE:Why don't want to smoke?
ME:I don't smoke(LOL)
HE:(LAUGHING AWAY)Then why is there lighter in your bag?
ME:Orh friend left it in my bag.
HE:Then why will your friend left in your bag?Ain't you with sis all along?
ME:For protection.(LMAO!!!)
HE:You words like no connection lei.(LAUGHING @ ME)

So called holiday for the next 3days?
As the sec1,2&3 are having their camps&some thingys are going on for us.
No studies besides remedials!
&friday is good friday!BREAK AGAIN!
Freeeeee for a week=)
Off to my cozy bed,goodnights!

I'm trying v hard to focus on my studies for the time being.
monkey set me some stupid rules,=x
Less com,less hanging outs &&blabla.
Most importantly no more skipping of schools.
Doubt i can get done with all these,lol!
How good can i be,staying at home the whole day.haha!
Did veryvery little of my art&compre.
&now it's passed my sleeping time during sch days.
Hopefully i will not get held back after school for whatever remedial or stuff.
Keep my fingers cross!=)

Melv lost almost of a thousand dollars within a week?Believe it?

Mahjong,jackpot&soccer.Wth!

Might as well give me the money la,haha!

Asked him to bring me to the gambling den/dem(whatever it's spelled) somedays.

Wanna see what kind of lifestyle is that place,haha!Sua ku rights?

Talking to me makes you vomit blood,then talking to you makes me fart!

haha that's what i learn from him,LMAO.

i miss those days ; imy.

Work was funfunfun today,made manymany new friends today=)
I'm starting to love my job more&more.LOL
Did closing by myself smoothly yea.
Train-ed to amk,met girlf's for dinner/supper
&then pool as usual.
In a damn bad mood today.

I admit i was wrong to lie,but is there a need for those sarcastic words,

then telling me you're just kidding?
Just someone can get you so serious.
What am i to you then? may i ask.
Perhaps i took your words too seriously,but put yourself in my shoes.
By scolding me those vulgar which i despise most
Causing me to argue back in such a manner,which i seldom do that to anyone?
No way i think it's a funny matter okay.

Caught the movie "Sky of love" yesterday.
It kinda touches me,causing me to tears.
Evening time,when over to kpool then bigS for dinner.
Chats under some block then went back to kpool.
The day was rather ramdom,but the night great.
i took dee's bike,while ling took darren's bike,

down to serg for chats&drinks.

Homed the whole afternoon then down to central later.
Gooodness,have work tml @5pm.
Gonna rot&bored to death@work again.

sometimes i'm wondering is my feelings fading?
But after today,i know my feelings for you is the same as before.
Never did i fallen for others,&neither will i.
Maybe i've said those words on purpose just to agitate you.
But i guess i was just too childish.sorry

Woke up as early as 11am ytd.
On the phone with melv as he's having his lunchbreak.

Chatted so much about our past with him,though it was already few year back.
At about 2plus,headed to town to get conn's present.
Got her a guess wallet yea?
Dillydally till the guys reached.
Korean delight@doubyghautexchange.
Cine for pool as cuppage was under renovation,
&i swear the person in charge @cinepool sucks.
Bused down to zouk.
&the Q was damn long la,thankgod we're able to cut Q la.
Zouk to phuture&then back to zouk.
Every of my friend who sees me is like tapping on my head.
& i was like looking left&right who's the one.-_-
Met thomas&friends,Yuting&friends,....bblaaaaa.
Guess will not be going any club till??
Time to study hard that's what i promise someone?=)
Sis&bf drove me home at about 3plus?
Bathe&then into my cozy bed.
Doubt will be going anywhere today,tootired!


Can't understand why do guys like pulling a strong face infront of everyone,

when deep inside they're actually not that strong at all?

First day @malacca.

Planting of sucker to get a pineapple tree.













The red house.

Pineapple tree.

Making of brown sugar.

Keith's shades.

Our breakfast.

Messy election

2nd day@malacca.

Wishing well.

Padi field.

&the rest of the pic shall post when i got it.=)

Awwwww,finally i have sucha wonderful sleep.
Slept at around4,woke up at about12.
But fall asleep on the sofa awhile later,
till dee's call woken me up.Arggh

Which was actually ready 4plus.Haha!

Which also means i slept for almost 11hours!
He wanted to come &buy me lunch but i was tooooo sleepy to even eat my lunch.
&then,went to bishan with est&by.
Went swensens to have our dinner,&it fucking hell cost 1ooplus.
Wthell rights?Haha!
Back to amk,chats@blk 324 while waiting for the call from kpool.
Pooled awhile then went to find monkey at my house downstairs.
Drove me to serangoon,finally meet up with those retardss.
It's been longlong time i met them.
But left them less then an hour cause i didn't want to go home too late.
So had supper nearby,then droved back.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CONNIECHAN!
All the best for ya future endevour ehs!=DD
Hope you'll enjoy your day tml&like our presents.Haha!

Sometimes, it gets really tiring to miss someone. Like everyone is saying?
Why bother so much when he don't even give a damn?
Prove me wrong,could you?