Been sucha long time since i had a good sleep.

Cause when i have the time to sleep,i will be so damn awake.

Have to toss around the bed for few hours before i can really let my mind rest.

But when it comes to study,i will be so damn tired.

Had just 6hrs of sleep within these two days,due to rushing of art &math.

But now,seems like i'm still so energetic.

Look at the time,i promise myself to be studying my SS te

but yet i'm blogging and dl-ing songs instead of studying.

I'm not hardworking,it's because i'm going for a Halloween party with my family friday night.

I'm gonna dressed up as a witch, a big fat ugly witch. Muahaahaaaaaaa

Then Sun,i have to attend lil brandon's birthday so can't study.

Dl-ed soooooo mannnny nice songs,so happy!

At least now i can listen to them while blogging.

Was looking back at those pics from my past post.

I miss the times when we, girls will spend our weekends at k-pool or even a movie.

I miss the times when i can plan who to go shopping with.

I miss the times when i can meet up with my clubbing khakis & dance the night away.

I miss the times when i can go pubbing @ serangoon with my bunch.

I miss the times when i go pubbing with my girls till the pub is closing

and we're still singing.

I miss the times when i can go kbox with my girls.

I miss the times when we girls will give each other a shock at individuals workplace.

I miss the times when i can spend my free times with my grandma.

I miss the times when i will go shopping with my 2 beauty,mummy &sis.

I miss the times with my family,friends and those belovedddddd!

I hope everything will resume as per normal after my o's.

I swear i'm gonna meet up with those i suppose to meet up back those days before i go on holiday.

Let me upload those pics which i got.

&so sad,those pics which i suppose to upload after my o's...

I guess i wont have a chance to upload unless you guys have the pics and can send me.

Laptop breakdown,so yea?

Bye my songs, bye my photos, bye those memories~

Okay fuck,i post those pics out already and i accidentally close down the page without saving.

Merrryyy christmas to me then,no pics.

QINHAN'S VERSION OF BIG BOYS DON'T CRY.

copyright says:
ehem ehem
copyright says:

Artist: NG QIN HAN
Album: The fucker
Title: Big BOYS Don't Cry
copyright says:
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity~~~~
copyright says:


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big BOYS don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
copyright says:
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

copyright says:
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big BOY now
And big BOYS don't cry
copyright says:
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and rs and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity
copyright says:
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And BOYS girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
copyright says:
ehem ehem

MUAHAHHAAAA!~

With him around,my laughter definitely can be heard loud & clear. LOL

True enough,like a sick dog the whole day.
Sore throat, coughing, running-nose, fever & blaaaaaa.
Everyone is telling me not to fall sick,
"IT'S OLVL CANT AFFORD TO BE SICK!"
Cure,where's the cure?
ahhhhhhhh chhuuuuuuuuuu! Sneezing away still.
:(

Waiting since 31 of july,

been waiting for the day that you'll text or call me.

Never will it happen again.

Regretted spelling out everything to you.

The first time i got drunk,&the last time i got drunk.

So much difference.

Close to 1 & a half year of admiration.

I dont denied everytime i go drinking,everything will just pop-out.

Whenever i hold the mic,i will just cry deep inside my heart.

People asking,why cling on when you know there's no more hope... ...

My answers are kept inside my heart.

Now,here i am so sick,how i wish could at least hear your voice.

Ha! FOUND IT,it's under my bed.
Whooopsssyyy,at least one thing to make me happy
which allows me to have a reason to goes to bed. ;))))))))))))))))
Say,i'm so easily satisfied!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!

Suddenly feel like saying this,iloveyou!

You're the best reason for me to cry,the more i feel like smilling.

Cause i'm a girl who doesn't cry,infact i'm well-known for my laughters. ;)

Cause my laughter brings smile to people's life.

Okay,now i'm really bull-shitting!

GoOdNiGtHzszxsz!

Dream of my laughters!

I'm soooooooo angry.

Was so fed up with my whole room,papers &books everywhere.

My writing table, drawers, cupboards, FLOORRR, BEDDDDSIDDE,

mum's bedroom, living room!

My books are everywhere the whole house.

So damn messy.

Pissed off as i couldn't find my answer script to my ten years series.

Without TYS what i'm gonna study la,fuck.

Cleared most of the unwanted books &papers.

A big black bag of rubbish.

&now i still can't find my answer script.

OMGF WHAT AM I GONNAA DO NOW!?!?!

Just finish on all the research and developments on art.

Im damn supper slow,supposed to be at the stage of composition already.

&wth...........wednesday is art already la!

Fed up! SO DAMN FED UP!

there goes my weekend! Gain nothing into my brain!

FCUKed up life. Fcuked up o's. Fcuked up books.

Never once in my life i sneeze for more than 30 times a day.

Guess i'm really gonna be real sick soon.

I feel like crying,cause nothing seems to go my way.

&WORST OF ALL,

MY LAPTOP BREAK DOWN.

All my songs, pictures everything gone! FUCKING GONE!

Now have to depend on sis's laptop.
Hopefully i don't have to reformat it. PRAY HARD!

All my photossssssss i can't lose it,

losing it means all my memories gone!

With whoever,whichever or everyone!

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(((((((((((((((((((((

Ohyah! I've a sudden crush with coffee and tea. Ha!
The aroma and the bitterness.. ohmygodddddddd!
Smileeeee.

Been busy mugging.

2papers down. __ chem!

Studied like hell,and what the. Majority that came out was those i left out.

&those i memorized like hell,nothing came out.

English paper,i wouldn't dare to say it's easy.

But pray hard i didn't write out of points and nothing goes wrong pleasesssss!

Geo tml,no i should say in few more hours.

Home the whole day trying to squeeze everything

about tourism,agri and development into my brain.

Why 3 topic,wanna ask me?

Yah someone,i forgot who was it,told me to study 3 topic instead of just 2.

Damn it.

Now i really see who is really there helping you to pass,and those who wish you would fail.

Seen thru many friends, self-fish & willing to help.

Tsktsk, selfish people will have no good ending.

Thou i'm selfish at times too,but hello,this is olevel leh.

Not some mock exam which you wanna compare with your friends,isn't it.

I wouldn't keep something useful to myself,and not let anyone knowing about it.

&even i do so,will i have a chance in scoring an A's? Not a single shit chance.

&

guess you're definately reading this.

For god's sakd,seeing from my friendster,can tell i ain't some sort of pretty girls,

who will want to know me.

Pratically,i'm not someone who's intrested making online friends.

Maybe if this happens 3 years ago,i'll prolly make friend with unknowns.

But now,i'm not that naive anym,or should i say i'm not like you.

Going around friendster knowing pretty girls, lame shit crap!

So don't bother creating an account trying to test me.

You know who you're.

Cause my hotmail is not written in my friendster.

Unless you found it from LMS.

But as you mention,you don't even know if you're someone whom i know?

Crap mans! A big HA to you.

Is either korea this year and some other countries the following year.

Or indonesia this year and go coast next year?

i want go coast,but not indonesia ;(

Back to mug.

I just wanna say,

My hair really sucks when i let it down.

Snap off my hair,&welcome back,bangs!

Goodbye secondary school days.

My class,my school,my teachers and the toilets.

Can you tell i'm trying my best to focus on my studies.

Damn shitttt, i regretted for not putting more effort in the past few years.

Still,thanks so much,belovedddd friends, lynn,shuling partner, sister,

weijie, my gay edrian & of cause teachers for your help in my studies yea?

Try my best not to let all of you down okay,i promised.

Science partical this coming thurs.

Okay goodnight,stop all craps before it goes on and on. ;)

Remember this dudes,

Keep smiling,if possible laugh more,if everyday that's even better.

because you look great when you're smiling. SMILE!