Tong's birthday is over,anna's bbq is over. Hope my girls did enjoy themselves.Up next, anna's birthday cele and mine up next. Dont' be too excited,if not there'll be more dissapointment.

Exams are really round the corner,and i can say i never put in any effort studying at all. After studying an hour or so,i'll tend to think i studied alot. But hella an hour is definitely not enough.

&i've yet to start revising for my business paper,crap!

Seeing my girlfriends having their boyfriend to give them so many surprises and gifts,definitely i felt so envious. If only we were still in so damn good terms,probably there's someone who'll surprise me as well. Words that i said to him was kinda harsh that time,i regretted like hell. But what's the point,there's no turning back for me at all.

Outta sudden,you came into my mind.
The times you bought me for supper.
Suprising each other by appearing outta nowhere.
You're the one you'll always entertain me when i crack lame jokes.
Making each other happy when one is feeling down.
Hundred and one things i missed.
No idea if you'll reading my blog either.
No idea if you remember my birthday is less than 2 weeks.
No idea if you remember we used to tell edrian and co. we'll go the rom on 090909
Didnt meant to pick a quarrel with ya that time,which we us both not even friends now?
Yes,i admit im happy when i heard from lynn that you're concern about my operation.
She told me every single thing you guys talk about.
Afterall,you're still the one who understand me so much.

Fuck,why am i so emo. Smile lehhhh ;)

Okay i took a hard work to make this thing. Like what i usually say,never before i made for any single guys i like/my exs all these handmade stuffs. So please appreciate hor,friend.
Tml then i say,not allow to mention a word yet. ;)

Was on msn with weishing and he mention that recently he's sister was hospitalized due to food poisoning. And you know what,visiting hours are damn strict plus no vistiors are allowed to stay over night due to h1n1. Okay fuck.

So please,pray hard after the operation i can go home,please i dont wanna stay alone in the hospital. You don't know how worried am i. Anytime they'll come with those injections,bringing bad news to me and all the craps.

I know how worried was mummy and sis while waiting for my operation to end. They cried with me while seeing how worried i was for the op the other time. This time i'll try my best not to let anyone worry. haha

21 more days. I must quickly recover then i can go my class chalet. Please,allow me to go this time. I've missed the class chalet during march. Not anymore,please.

Happy 18th birthday,girlfriend!
Stay cute and meet your prince charming soon~
Enjoy your day and lastly hope you love your presents from we girls.

13 more hours to my girlfriend's birthday. Bet she's excited like hella now.

Im so sad and happy. Happy - Edrian mention that he's planning a trip to thailand,paying for my expenese as my birthday. Sad - mum definitely wouldn't allow cos it's the 7th month. ;(

I want that winnie the pooh cake,but everyone is scolding me. That's so sad. Though i know it's a waste of $80 buying winnie the pooh cake. ;((( I will try to buy it still,if i have spare cash ;(

So sad,cos i have to go study liao! ;( Mood swings due to pms. Cramp is crap!

BYE

Many things are unexpected,neither can i prevent it. 24 more days. Most of the days,i wrote a post but i just didnt post it out. Cos i know it's very silly.

Yesterday celebration siaotong's advance birthday. Everything was great,next to come is her actual brithday,followed by anna's then mine.

Time flies,18years of my life just past. And everything happened this year is something that i'll never forget.

My timetable.

27th aug - o'lvl eng oral
29th aug - anna's bbq
31st aug - fundamental of marketing paper
4th sept - principle of business management paper
5th sept - keith's & mine bbq
7th sept - last checkup before my operation
9th sept - I'm officially 18
16th sept - Hell time (operation)

Yes,what's there to be afraid of,since this is your second time? People around me knows im afraid of pain like hell. Is it the pain am i afraid of or the word operation or ..? I've no idea just so afraid. Im just thinking,why everything bad just falls on me. Doc asked if i want local or under anaesthetic,of cos i chose under anaesthetic la. Im not that strong,please. Local meaning,awake through out the operation.

Many things on my mind but i just dont feel like typing out. I feel like crying out loud. I dont have the mood to study. Im wasting every single day of my life by using com.

I always say i have no feeling for him but it isnt the case? Its been months ever since a guy treated me so good. Im not pretty nor many guys will fall for. So ... duhh Ahh fuck i dont wish to ponder about it aym. Okay bye!

Screw broke. Operation in a month time. Nice one!
Uploaded all my pictures. Now i dont look forward to my birthday at all. How i wish the day never comes.

Been rather emotional these days. Few of close one have spoken to me,asking me to cheer up. Life's never fair to anyone. Is it true? But seems like most of the things happening to me is up to no good.

Whatever la,just smile my days away wouldn't it be better. ;)

Study hard everyone.